TART The Sequel [TART 3]

Clumsyyy

This is not my day :')

This morning I basically fucking crushed my hip

I walked straight into one of the cabinets this morning, and there was this little area sticking out and I rammed my hip straight into the corner of it

My first thought was "my bone just dissolved inside me"

I can't believe my hip didn't shatter, I'm gonna have an insane bruise 😂

Later today, I managed to choke on water and I seriously couldn't even breathe for a while and I was coughing so bad that Athena started getting nervous and trying to jump on my lap lmao

My eyes started watering up and stinging and I couldn't see (while I was trying to stop Athena from jumping on me) and it would've been really funny if it wasn't for the fact that I couldn't inhale lmaooo

AND THEN I was moving a stool and I dropped it right on my toe

I'm really clumsy today :'>

—

I think Athena might be in heat soon >_> Puppy period time TwT

All I can smell is iron everywhere ;;

—

Sorry, I'm gonna ramble for a little bit lol

Anyone else really looking forward to 2020?

I don't know about you guys but 2019 fucking sucked for me, I can't wait to be finished with it

2018 was the best year of my life, and then 2019 came which was the worst year of my life :')

At least I had the best birthday of my life this year 🤷‍♀️

Anywho, as cheesy as this sounds, I really do hope that "new year, new me" really applies for me next year because I don't want to have another miserable year. And the only one who can make it into a good year is myself, so hopefully there will be a new Kaitlin on January 1st 2020 compared to Kaitlin from January 1st 2019 >_>

I've had people point out (and I've noticed myself) that I've gotten way more mature and stronger, and I feel like I've also gotten a hell of a lot wiser and more understanding after these rough months so hopefully I am changing - in a good way

CAN YOU GUYS BELIEVE THAT IT'S ALMOST 2020?!

Another thing I've been thinking about that freaks me out, is the fact that I'll legit be 20 years old in less than 4 years

I'LL BE GOING OFF TO COLLEGE IN LESS THAN 3 YEARS

^ that's legit the only thing keeping me motivated :/

When it comes to studying, I'm torn between art and psychology... The human mind has always been really interesting to me and I'd love to study it, but I don't know if there's any point if I know that I'm gonna be an artist anyway lol

But on the other hand, I don't really need an art education to be a self-employed artist :/ I'M TORNNN

What are your plans for the future? What do you want to study or work as? I really want to know what you guys have planned ^-^