TART The Sequel [TART 3]

"Too Small"

I overheard something today which made me lose faith over some people :')

I have these friends who I will call "C" and "J" lol, and during lunch, I overheard their conversation

Another girl was sitting with them, and she had asked C if she had slept with this one guy, and C replied with "we were a couple". So the girl repeated, "yeah, but did you sleep together?", and C just giggled and went "that's what couples do, duh"

Both Mal and I looked over at each other, equally disappointed. I know it doesn't sound that bad, but she made it seem like that's the whole reason for dating. But then we heard something even worse

She continued, "I broke up with him because he had a tiny dick"

Our jaws dropped to the floor. It's moments like this that really make me wonder what the fuck human beings have become. They continued laughing about how he was bad in bed, and Mal and I were getting so bad :/ Are you good at drawing the first time you try? Can you ride a bike on the first try? No you fucking can't, why is sex any different?! No virgin is magically good in bed

Mal and I spent the entire lunch break talking about how there are so much more to relationships than sex. When did sex become so... shallow? Honestly, it's sad. Sex is supposed to be a beautiful thing between two people who care deeply for each other, not because "it feels good" T_T Or are my friends and I just hopeless romantics? Lol

Plus, all the girls in my class are constantly talking about parties and alcohol and everyone they've slept with, and I honestly feel so sorry for them. I can't imagine what it must be like to only care about those things

And does no one really see losing their virginity as a big thing?? I was talking about this with Mal, Amalie and T today, and I've always known that I want to lose it when the time is right, to the right person. I don't want it to happen when I'm drunk with a guy I barely even know

Do people really not think like this? I've always wanted my first time to be special XD

I know this is a weird thing to write about lmao, I hope I didn't make anyone uncomfortable lolol XD