TART The Sequel [TART 3]

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I have some really good news :>

We had a science test a few weeks ago, and I got every single question right

I legit got an A+ on my science test- (though it's called a 6 over here XD)

I was squealing and jumping around for so long afterwards TwT

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Mal invited Amalie, T and I out on Sunday, and I was hoping that we could avoid having a serious conversation and just have fun together, but we couldn't avoid it

I'm not gonna go into detail (I'm probably gonna write a huge chapter about it eventually anyway lmao)

I'm so confused because I have no clue what I'm supposed to do. I don't even know what to feel, so now it just feels like I'm feeling a mix of everything all at once

I seriously have no fucking clue what I'm supposed to do

One second I'm telling myself that I've let go and that I'm ok without her, and the next second I'm telling myself that there's still hope and I can help her

I'm so sick of all of this. I'd give up anything just to get out of this town and never look back

(and I'm sorry but talking to people has been really hard lately so I've been terrible at replying back T_T Plus I've actually been really busy so I haven't had time to reply back, I'm sorry ;; )

I apologize in advance if I end up writing a whole chapter about this situation during a future breakdown lMaO

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Do you guys remember H? Lol

He's the guy from my (old) class who was actually decent and helped me out a lot with the keyboard during band practice XD

I don't think I've ever actually mentioned this before, but he's always been the sweetest guy in my class, and now he's dating the sweetest girl and I couldn't be more happy for them ;A;

Everyone's been shipping them since 9th grade, I'm so glad that they're finally dating XD And the best part is that they're actually serious and they genuinely care about each other, they've even planned out their entire life together and I can actually see them living the rest of their lives together

THEY'RE GONNA HAVE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL, SMARTEST AND KINDEST CHILDREN ALSJALALCJ

I had a panic attack at school once a few weeks ago and didn't know what to do so I went to Amalie, who was standing next to R (the super sweet girl that H is dating), and she noticed that I wasn't doing so well and she hugged me and I was so happy TwT

And H still smiles to me whenever I walk past him and it makes me so happy because literally the only people that smile to me are my closest friends and teachers TwT