TART The Sequel [TART 3]

R Rated Chapter lol

The one day I actually fall asleep before 2 a.m., Baby breaks in at 1:20 a.m.

I'm so angry :((((((

And every time I tried to get her out, she meowed and me and hid under my bed

I'M SO ANGRY

LITERALLY ALL I WANT TO DO IS SLEEP AND IT'S THE ONE THING I CAN'T DO

I CAN'T FREAKING FALL ASLEEP, I CAN'T STAY ASLEEP, AND THEN BABY WON'T LET ME SLEEP PAST 7 A.M.

I haven't had a good night's sleep in probably 3-4 weeks now

I'm beyond angry now >:(

My mom found the key to my bedroom (I thought it was lost lol) so imma lock my door tonight

I'll like to see that fat fuck try to break in now

I've been so mean to Baby lately lmao, I've been so angry at her that I've literally just been referring to her as the "fat bitch" XD I still cuddle with her though, I'm just verbally abusing her :DD (I've been whispering "you're an asshole" to her while I pet her lol)

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I was trying to record a voiceover for my next speedpaint, and I clicked on the button to stop recording but then I realized that I was never recording and instead I just started a new recording

So I sighed and then clicked on the button to stop recording. I wanted to listen to it because I thought it would be funny to add a blooper or something in the video XD

So I listened to it and I immediately thought "I CAN'T BRING THIS"

That did not sound like a sigh XD

IT SOUNDED LIKE A MOAN-

IM LAUGHING SO HARD

IM WHEEZING

I JUST ACCIDENTALLY RECORDED A MOAN-

Now I know why my friends used to always be like "oMg dOn'T mAke tHosE nOiseS" and I would always be like "what noises??"

APPARENTLY MY SIGHS SOUND LIKE MOANS-

I feel filthy lmfao, I HAVE A RECORDING OF MY SIGH THAT SOUNDS LIKE A MOAN

I mean, it doesn't sound like a full-on moan, I don't know how to describe it XD It's like a lowkey moan- WHY AM I DESCRIBING THIS

Now I really hope that I never get hacked or anything because my hacker is gonna click on that video and then be traumatized, thinking I was filming completely different things-

IM SCARED TO SIGH NOW LMAO

Anywho, I don't know if I'll actually add the voiceover or not because I might chicken out XD I hate recording myself, I sounded so nervous and forced, and I haTE MY VOICE SO MUCH T_T

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I don't have any more Michael Vey to read until the last book arrives (hopefully sometime next week >_<), so I went back to reading a bit of IT today :D

I'm so glad that the pages I read today weren't in the movie lmao

I really would not have liked to see this:

Also, I had to suffer through this so now you guys have to too 😂😂

...I'm speechless lmfao-

I had to hold back laughter at this part:

Thanks for the clarification 😂😂👌

I don't know what bothers me more: the fact that this is in the book or the fact that Stephen King came up with that-

Like, was he just in his room and sat and thought about that? XDD

I couldn't read that much though because I can't even express my exhaustion :((( I was so sleepy that the words all ended up looking blurry and I couldn't pay attention anymore

IT doesn't quite grab me like Michael Vey does so I can't read as much in one sitting XD The writing in Michael Vey is so simple and to the point, while IT kinda jumps around and is more complicated and intense

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I think I had a PE paper due today lol (in less than two hours :P)

I told my mom about it and she was like "during Easter break?? Are you sure he didn't mean last Friday?"

Yeah I don't know anymore XD I AM CONFUSION-

I'm also a little upset because my gym teacher sucks. He basically said "go write a paper and send it in before Friday" (though now I don't even know which Friday he meant TwT)

...I would've liked a bit more info than that-

So yeah, I honestly can't be bothered so unless he asks me for the paper, I'm just not gonna write it lmao

Maybe I'll write it sometime next week and be like "oh, I thought it was due the Friday after Easter" lol

My PE grade is literally the least of my problems lmao

I feel like everyone is doing so much better with their schoolwork now and is really enjoying it because it's going so well

And then there's me... I've slacked off on just about everything school-related since the quarantine started

I'M TOO AFFECTED BY MY ENVIRONMENT, whenever I'm at home I'm like "ahhh I get to relax and just worry about my art :>" while at school, I'm like "let's be productive!! I'm smart and hardworking, I can do this!! I'll finish everything so I won't have to worry about it and do it at home!!"

I can't reprogram my brain :((((( I CAN'T GET MOTIVATED AT HOME

I just want my desk ;;