TART The Sequel [TART 3]

Kingdom Hearts = PAIN

My heart is broken :)))))

I really want to be finished with Kingdom Hearts 2 so I played a little bit of that, but I gave up T_T (Plucifer convinced me to give it another chance though, so I'm gonna push through and finish the game and watch the bajillion of hours of cutscenes for the other games for the whole experience >_>)

WHY IS THAT GAME SO FREAKING HARD

I can't believe I actually made it through the whole first game, I wanted to give up sooo many times

I skipped the two next games because one was weird and one was just a movie, and I just watched a summary of those two games so I could jump to Kingdom Hearts 2

I started it last summer I think, but it got hard and I took a break lol

I think I'm 24 hours or something into the game but I seriously want to give up because fuck that (you guys have no idea how frustrated I've been at that game), so I was just gonna watch a summary of that game plus the next two, so I could jump straight to the third game

The only thing I was worried about, was that I wouldn't feel the same attachment to the story and characters since I won't get to go through it myself, but after watching a 30 minute summary of the whole plot (before KH3), I realized that that is not the problem lmao

I may or may not have been crying throughout the whole fucking video

I FEEL CRUSHED

I knew that Kingdom Hearts was an emotional rollercoaster after I cried for forever after finishing the first game, but I didn't know that I would feel THIS destroyed

I think I cried 5 or 6 times throughout the 35 minute long video

And then at the 6th time, I just kept crying continuously throughout the rest of the video

In my defense though, I am on my period XD I'm also completely attached and in love with Sora, Riku, Kairi and Roxas, and now I'm also super attached to Xion and Axel and Namine and it huRTSSSS

I HAVENT EVEN SEEN THE ACTUAL CUT SCENES

I JUST LISTENED TO A GUY EXPLAIN THE PLOT

AND I SAW A FEW SECONDS OF SOME SCENES WITHOUT AUDIO

AND I ALREADY FEEL BROKEN

How am I gonna handle watching the cut scenes?!

Also, by watching the video, I realized just how little I knew about the franchise lmaooo

But in my defense, the whole plot sounds like it was made up by a 9 year old with ADHD lmao, the plot is so confusing XD

Ok I just watched the end scene of Kingdom Hearts 2, and it was kind of funny because-

—I DONT KNOW IF YOU'LL CONSIDER THIS AS SPOILERS OR NOT, BUT YOU'VE BEEN WARNED—

-Kairi, Riku and Sora had reunited and I managed not to cry, and then Mickey, Goofy and Donald run past Kairi and they all hug Sora and Riku and I just bursted out in happy-tears

then Sora and Kairi looked up at each other, and then you saw Roxas and Namine look at each other again before seeing Sora and Kairi again and I just started straight-up sobbing

My mom had to check up on me because I was just sitting in the living room crying my eyes out, and she hugged me because I looked so pitiful lmao

I tried to explain what I had saw to Hannah and I literally sobbed so freaking hard

The worst part is that this was all happy tears lmao

Aaaanywho, Im gonna emotionally abuse myself some more and watch all the cutscenes and finish Kingdom Hearts 2 so I can FINALLY get to Kingdom Hearts 3 lmao

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I have too much free time during classes at school because all the schoolwork is too easy, so I brought my Michael Vey book to school yesterday and started reading it

I kept reading it when I came home and I've already read 150 pages lol

It was refreshing though, I'm used to reading The Game of Thrones and IT, which are both really big and complicated books

I've read the 3 first Michael Vey books before, but I was 13 or 14 or something so I couldn't remember much, so I was planning on re-reading them soon anyway so I could continue the books :D

Ok I'm gonna go watch some heartbreaking Kingdom Hearts cut scenes, I hope you guys have a good day/evening :3