TART The Sequel [TART 3]

Oral Practice Exam

[sorry, written yesterday XD]

I got such a good topic for my practice exam!!

The topic was "nutrition and health", and we had many things within that topic that we could choose to talk about and it's all easy to understand and talk about! :D

So I've spent all day writing about carbohydrates and diets and stuff like that XD

The best part is that we learned about this not too long ago so it was still fresh in my brain lol, and I took really good notes! XD

So wish me luck! :D I'll let you guys know how it goes tomorrow ^-^

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[written today]

It went really well!!

I had to get to school 30 minutes before my practice exam, so I sat there stressing with Amalie since our practice exams were at the same time

I didn't have a PowerPoint or anything, I just brought some notes ^^; It was scary at first but my science teacher is soooo nice and understanding, so it's not so hard to talk in front of her

The worst part was that after the presentation, we got asked questions and most of it was about what I was talking about (so nutrition and health), but she was also gonna ask some things from anywhere in our science book

And I didn't prepare for anything other than what I was talking about, so that was scary XD But luckily I got all the questions right :D

She sent me out of the classroom for a few minutes while she decided my grade, and then she let me come back inside and she told me everything that was good and bad

She didn't tell me anything negative about it!! :D She just kept telling me that I'm really good at science and it's definitely my strong suit, and she even said that my presentation was put together better than most of her classes XD

And she understands that I need to bring notes with me because I have anxiety so I forget about everything when I'm standing there even though I do know what I'm talking about, so I'm really glad that she had that in the back of her head while listening to me ^-^

I could've gone home after the practice exam but me and Amalie waited for T and Mal since their practice exams were farther out in the day, and then we went to Mal's house

Pretty much all we did was watch T clean Mal's mess of a room and play games like truth or dare even though we were too lazy to actually do any of the dares XD

Sadly, I got my period today, and the second day is always the worst for me which is tomorrow, which just happens to be the day I'm traveling for hours because of UKM :(((

This afternoon and evening has been nothing but a series of mental breakdowns for me because I had no idea what to do T_T I really want to go with Amalie and Mal to UKM, and I know it would be fun, but I was having second thoughts because we're leaving tomorrow (Friday) and coming back on Sunday, and I can't just pack up and leave while I'm there if I get second thoughts

I'm going through some things at the moment and now that I'm also on my period, my emotions are kinda all over the place and small things set me off and I just need to go to my room and cry it out, but I can't do that if I'm out, so I'm terrified of getting one of my little emotional bursts while I'm there

But I also don't wanna stay home because I know that all my friends are gonna have a great time and tell me a ton of stories about it and I'm probably gonna see photos from the weekend online, and then I'm just gonna regret not going

But on the other hand, a weekend away might be what I need to get my mind off of things so after a while of Mal convincing me, I decided to go anyway XD I'll keep you guys updated if I have any emotional breakdowns lmao