I am getting so annoyed at my two friends in my class (JT and B)
They're always being snappy and mean to Mark but I haven't really thought that much about it because I knew that they could still be nice to him and that they consider him as a friend, but they've been extremely bad lately
He's still friends with Mal and them and he hung out with them for a little while, and JT and B complained for the ENTIRE class about how he was ditching us and that he's stupid and awful and mean and-
They kept saying so many ugly things about him and I so badly wanted to turn to them and say that I can't blame him for not wanting to hang out with us :/
And then when he came over to us, they kept complaining to him and telling him how stupid and awful he is and I'm just like ????? Do you really think that anyone wants to hang out with you guys when you're like this???
He even walked up to us at some point and he just asked "are you guys sitting here??" (because we were at a kinda weird spot) and the two of them kept telling him that he was rude and that he should "put himself in their shoes" and bla bla bla
Like damn, I wonder what kind of things they say about me behind my back :/
I FEEL SO BAD FOR MARK
I want to stick up for him and I try, but I don't want JT and B to turn on me because then I really am alone ;-;
I really try to stick up for him but then the other two turn on me and I've worked the entire last semester on getting close to them
Also, P performed for the official opening of the high school yesterday so we spoke for a little while but then he hung out with Mal for the rest of the day
He sent me a message afterwards asking a bit about Mal and I, and then he said that Mal misses me and that she thinks that i hate her
And he isn't the only one who's told me that she's said that
I'm furious about that because she's getting sympathy points and she automatically gets people to think that she's the victim and that I'm the bad guy
Like, what a lying whore
I'm sorry but it's the truth XD If she really missed me, she would've done more to keep me. But she did nothing, and so she lost me. She dug her own grave. She made her bed and now she must lay in it.
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We had an "open day" at school today, which meant that from 4 pm to 7 pm, we all had to pretend that we were working while people came in to check out our school or something
I don't really understand the purpose because most of us weren't even in the classrooms we're usually in :/ My health class was in the technology class, so-
Luckily I have short days on Thursdays so I ended at 1:15 p.m., and a few of my friends and I just went to the mall to kill some time
T and I got Amalie's birthday present ready (since her birthday is tomorrow :DDD) but I can't talk about it here because Amalie reads this lol ;3
T and I met up with Amalie and bought some food and headed back to school and just chilled in the cafeteria until the "open day" started
I don't know if I was tired, if I was sitting too much or if it was because of the energy drink, but I got super hyper and goofy when I was wandering around the school with T on our break XD
We walked into the auditorium but no one was in there, so we took the opportunity to look into one of the strange doors in there
We were so excited and then we opened the door and it was an itty bitty empty space and we started laughing so hard because we were so excited over nothing XD
I was wandering with JT and B and another friend at some point and someone was stupid enough to bring their PlayStation to school and leave it plugged in so it was connected to one of the screens in the hallway, and I wondered if there was a disc in there so I clicked on the button for the disc to pop out, and suddenly the playstation turned on and made a huge sound so my friends and I ran down the hallway so it wouldn't look like it was us who had turned it on
But of course it only looks more suspicious when everyone hears this big noise and then sees us sprinting down the hallway XDD
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Why am I stupid? :/
Did I tell you guys that I forgot my winter shoes inside when I was at the Christmas ball (because I wore different shoes inside), and I was already in the car when I realized it so I had to walk back inside and grab them? :')
Well, today, my dad picked me up after the "open day" and right when I came in the car, I realized that I had forgotten my book bag inside so I had to walk all the way back and pray that the classroom was unlocked
Why am I an idiot lmao
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