TART The Sequel [TART 3]

Work and Spiders...

Today was my first day at work! ^-^

5-6 hours at the bakery went a lot faster than 3 hours at the clothing store lmao

I was miserable at my last job, but this actually wasn't that bad :D Mostly because I was lucky enough to work with my two best friends, and one of them was the one who trained me up lol

Amalie's been working there for over a year so she helped me ^-^ I mainly did the dishes and cleaned off tables and stuff, but I also stood by the register and helped customers and made soft serve and stuff XD

After around 3:30 p.m., it was only the three of us working there so we had to close up. Which is really nice, because the remaining baked goods get thrown out so we can bring home as much as we want XD

So yeah, even if I have second thoughts, I'm gonna force myself to keep going because it really isn't gonna get better than this XD

Plus, between working at a bakery and going to a school where talking to people is a necessity, I think that my social anxiety is really gonna improve ^-^

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I was watching Glee with my sister and my mom and I was twisting my one earring, and I was gonna twist my other one as well but then I realized that it was gone-

I had a mini heart attack because the first thing I thought about was how Athena (my puppy) was licking my ear earlier, but obviously she wouldn't be able to get it out of my ear lmao

So I think it came off when I was changing into/out of my uniform at work :')

And it's a shame because that was my favorite earring T_T Now I have tiny heart earrings, but I miss my pearl onessss

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I finished watching Yona of the Dawn today, and I'm so obsessed 😩

Mainly because I ship Yona x Hak so hArD

And since there's like 30 volumes of it but only 8 of them has an anime adaption, I've started reading the manga from where the anime left off :D

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My spider phobia is getting out of hand

First, I had that nightmare about a week ago where I woke up gasping and covering my face

And last night I had a nightmare about a tarantula and I spent a while just trying to calm myself down after I woke up :')

You know that feeling when you're falling asleep and you suddenly feel like you're falling and then you wake up?

That sort of happened to me (twice) last night, but instead of falling, it felt like something fell on my face so I woke up and instantly wiped my cheek because it felt like a spider or something had fallen on me >_<

I also inspect every corner of my room every night before I go to bed to check for spiders-

...I need help