TART The Sequel [TART 3]

College

You know the people I was talking about in my last chapter?

The next day, I heard the two of them joking about rape, and they do it pretty often too :/ Like geez, I joke about a lot of things that I probably shouldn't joke about but even I have my limits XD

the worst part is that they joke about it in front of one of my other friends, who is really sensitive about it (I think she mentioned that she had been raped, but I didn't want to ask any more about it because it was obvious that it was hard for her to talk about)

I was finally back at work today lmao. It was PACKED for a few hours, and it felt like I was doing the dishes non stop for hours XD My hands are so dry, I keep having to put lotion on them and it stings like a bitch-

I was really nervous about working today, but I just have to force myself through it if I wanna go to college lmao :'))))

Speaking of, what are your plans? :D

I'm really curious about it :D I'm gonna haul ass as soon as possible because I can't stand spending another fucking second in this hell hole

I'm planning on moving to England and going to an art school :D I'm probably gonna move to Canada sometime along the road, I just think that it would be better to start off in England since it's only a two hour flight from Norway so I can visit my family and friends often ^-^

I still don't know if I wanna be a nurse or an artist, but at least at the moment, I'm leaning more towards artist. I had no idea that art school was so expensive though T_T

I mean, I have my "blood money" for being one of Earl Brian Bradley's patients, but I don't know exactly how much money it is. Plus, I only get a little bit of it at age 18, a little at 21 and the rest at 24 (I think? I can't remember the exact ages XD). I don't have access to the money until those years, so even though I would have money for my first year of college and my third year, I wouldn't have any money for my second year lmao

So yeah, I'm gonna have to work as much as possible to save up for it :P

You guys have no idea how badly I want to get out of here

I met up with one of my friends that moved away some time over the summer and asked her why she moved, and she explained that she just had this bad feeling whenever she was here, and now I understand what she meant

I feel so horrible in this town. Everything's a constant reminder of all the horrible years of my life and all my anxiety and suffering, and it feels like it's holding me down. It won't let me forget, it won't let me move on

I want to escape :( I kept thinking that high school was gonna be my "fresh start", but I couldn't have been more wrong. I want a complete do-over, and the only way I can do that is by leaving this place and never looking back

And I want it more than anything ;;

Anywho lol, I hope you guys are having a nice day/night ^-^ I wanna hear about your life plans though, so feel free to leave them in the comments :DD