TART The Sequel [TART 3]

SO HAPPY!!

My happiness levels are too high and if I don't write about it and share it with you guys then my heart might explode!! XD

I was watching a video on YouTube when I suddenly got a notification that I had been invited to a group on Messenger

Do you guys remember when T and I was at Amalie's for her birthday and we talked a lot with two other girls (who I've looked up to for so long) and they said that we were cool and that we were officially part of the gang (and I almost died from happiness)?

R (one of the girls) just created a group with only me, Amalie, T and the other girl

I'm so happy that my heart is seriously aching and I'm trying so hard not to squeal TwT There's already a group chat with the entire gang, but I was lucky enough to be a part of a more exclusive group as well lol, I MIGHT ACTUALLY DIE FROM HAPPINESS

My fragile heart wasn't built for this kind of happiness lmao, I wanna cry and squeal and run around and sing and dance and AGH

I must look so stupid right now because I'm grinning like an idiot, rotating between clutching me chest, putting my hands over my face and holding my arm over my forehead because I feel a desperate need to move around but I don't know what to do XD

HELP, HOW DO I PROCESS HAPPINESS? XD

I know this probably doesn't seem like a big deal but for so many years, I've only had one person to rely on and that was Mal, and I thought I would be all alone without her, which is probably why I depended so much on her in the first place. Amalie has always been close to R and the other girl and I've always been a little envious because I wanted to be a part of them so badly, and now I finally have the opportunity

Ive looked up to them for YEARS and I've always wanted to be friends with them, and I never thought I would actually have the chance to, but now I do! T_T Which is a pretty big deal for someone like me who struggles so much with talking with people and making new friends

I'm so happy!! TwT