TART The Sequel [TART 3]

Last Meeting?

Well, I answered all the questions on my math test, so let's just hope that most of them are right XD

Last night, I dreamt that I was working on algebra equations lmao

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Amalie, T and I walked together to where we were supposed to have a meeting with the two teachers and Mal, and they told us that we had to reschedule since Mal had to do something

The only time that worked was after school today

I was so mad when I heard that, it's bad enough that I'm forced to go to a meeting that I don't even want to go to in the first place, but then I had to do it in my own free time?!

I knew exactly how that meeting was gonna go, and I was right. It got us nowhere, all it accomplished (at least for me) was to make me feel horrible

The worst part was when the teachers asked how we've all been feeling lately. We were supposed to write it down on a paper first to "clear our thoughts" or something, and I just stared at that paper for so long. I had no idea what to write

I know I've been feeling absolutely awful and school has been insanely rough for me and my life is chaotic at the moment, which is exactly why I hate questions like "how are you"

But the worst question, was when the teacher asked us what the perfect day would be for us at school. I wanted to break down on the spot because no matter how hard I tried, I seriously couldn't imagine "the perfect day" at school

I think the only thing I said was "hanging out with Amalie and T" and the teacher asked what else, and I just said "I have no idea". I couldn't say anymore because I was so scared of the tears coming >_> And if I started crying, I don't know if I would've been able to stop

And now I've been feeling terrible ever since. Which is exactly why I hate these meetings. It just feels like they keep opening up my wounds over and over again and reminding me of all the pain when all I want to do is move on and forget about it

So yeah, if I get called into another meeting, they can kiss my ass

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You guys should've seen the look Mal's new friend gave me today :'>

She's become friends with two girls, and they both send my friends and I death glares constantly

I walked past Mal and her friend today, and if looks could kill, I'd be so dead ;;

They also make sure that every time I'm around, they have to laugh and hug and talk about everything they're gonna do together :/ And they also send snaps directly to me whenever they do things together and write things like "hanging out with the best people 💕💕"

And I'm so sick of it

Every time I walk into my classroom, or any time I walk past Mal and her friends, I feel so hated

If only I could show you guys the looks they give me >_>

But whatever, the fact that they feel the need to hurt us for them to feel better just shows how shitty they really are, and how much better my friends and I are without them

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Ok last thing: I've been working on some fanart for the WattKate anniversary on Friday, I just hope that it'll be finished by then >_< I've scrapped 3 or 4 sketches already and I'm just not happy with anything I draw at the moment, so we'll see how much time this will take me :'>

Also, I had to find an old drawing of Wattpad, and I find this while I was looking for it:

ALLIJSPJSLALZ

I NEED TO MAKE FANART OF OUR CHILD LOL

SO CUTE TwT