TART The Sequel [TART 3]

...I'm Broken

I'm officially broken

My heart hurts so bad and I've been crying for so long that I just don't have any more tears to cry

I'm just sitting here

I look emotionless

But I have so many feelings bubbling up inside me

I don't think I can recover from this

... I JUST FINISHED ALL SEVEN MICHAEL VEY BOOKS

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO MOVE ON

^ this was the first time I cried

I WOULD ACTUALLY DIE FOR JACK

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

AND THROUGHOUT THE BOOK, MY LOVE FOR OSTIN HAS ALSO BEEN GROWING

AND THE TWO OF THEM COMBINED?!?!?! 😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

The worst part is that I have a song stuck in my head that fits this book surprisingly well and it hurts :(

"If I die young
Bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song"

Can you imagine dying at 16?

Can you imagine saving the world at 16? ^^;

This literally feels like a breakup

I've spent the last few months obsessing over Michael Vey and now it's over... HOW DO I OVERCOME THIS PAIN?

Like, the book had a happy ending, it literally couldn't have ended any better, but it hurts so much because I was so invested in this story and the characters and now I'm finished with it T_T

The rest of this chapter is some really big Michael Vey SPOILERS so don't read any more if you're planning on reading the books!!!!

So T and Amalie, DON'T READ THE REST OF THIS CHAPTER!!! I'll kill you guys if you read these spoilers XD

I didn't write about this, but what broke me in the previous book was Michael Vey's sacrifice

The Electroclan and the people they were fighting alongside were surrounded and they were all about to die. Basically everything I said happened lol. Michael sent everyone underground for cover

There was a storm. Michael climbed the highest tower and waited to get struck by lightning

Since Michael can absorb electricity, he pretty much went supernova and exploded, killing all the Elgen soldiers and basically turning the island to glass

He was presumed dead, but it turns out that he's been stuck as raw energy and has been showing himself and helping out as best as he can, and he eventually managed to materialize himself and turn himself back to matter. Back to human.

Ostin and Jack were surrounded again and that's why they said their goodbyes to each other in the photo above. Then lightning struck the Elgen

I cried even harder when I read this:

And then the worst of all... I sobbed like a bitch while reading Michael's reunion with everyone:

THIS FUCKING BROKE ME

REMEMBER JACK AND MICHAEL'S "BRO HUGS"???

NO MORE BRO HUG

THEY HUGGED

And then I cried even harder when Ostin said "Bones?" to Taylor and she said it back. They haven't mentioned it since the first book, and Ostin and Michael used to say that to each other and Taylor thought it was stupid and refused to do it

THANKS FOR BRINGING UP AN OLD WOUND T_T

But yeah, this book literally couldn't have ended any better

I was also right about Michael Vey killing Hatch lol

I kinda figured he would die XD

But yeah, I am now broken lol. I don't know what to do :)))))))