My cold got really bad :')
I was sick all weekend and, sadly, I'm still sick now, so I had to stay home from school yesterday even though we had a practice exam
We had a practice exam today too but I decided to suck it up and go anyway, and not even 15 minutes into it and I realized I wasn't gonna make it
I was so warm and it felt like my skin was burning (and I'm never warm at school), and my brain is all jumbled up and I can't think straight so I ended up only writing about 300 words
And since I was doing so badly, and I realized that I wasn't gonna be able to do well at all today, my anxiety started building up and I was panicking more and more with every minute
I even escaped to the bathroom once just so I could compose myself and wash my hands in cold water because I was so dAmN wArM :'> (I also heard moaning from the boy's bathroom next to me and I panicked and went back to the classroom lmao)
I came back to the classroom and just sat at my spot staring at my laptop screen for around an hour, and the anxiety had built up so much that the panic attack started kicking in and I had to hold back my tears while I sat there :'>
I was gonna escape to the bathroom to try to compose myself again, but as I walked past the room for the teachers, I saw my English teacher alone in there so I thought this would be the best opportunity to ask if I could go home
I just stood outside the room trying to get myself to knock for so long, and finally I managed to do it :')
Luckily she was really nice and she helped me calm down a bit, then she got the teacher that's in charge of this practice exam, and she understood that I wasn't able to do very well on the practice exam and told me to just give her what I had written so far and just go home and rest
So yeah, that was my day :')
It SuCkEd BuT oH wElL
How was your day? XD