TART The Sequel [TART 3]

Lost

7 hours into Kingdom Hearts 2 👌 lol

Athena was sleeping next to me while I was playing and she woke up at some point and started rolling around and put her head on my lap and stared at me, and then she sneezed in my face-

I love her so much though :33333 She's still hyper lmao, and she still bites but luckily it's just playful nibbling, so all I really have to do is say "no" sternly and she stops :D

Sadly though, she's scared of walking down the stairs so my dad has to carry her down every time she has to go outside lmao

She also hates having her claws clipped, so they're long and sharp right now and she still jumps a lot when she gets excited and I feel like she scratches up my whole body sometimes XD

So yeah, she's a little chicken lmao but we'll work on getting her used to the stairs and clippers when we have time >_<

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Remember the commission from hell? XDD

I've never been happier to see this:

THANK. GOD.

I was so scared he would keep asking me to make changes XD

He also paid me an extra 20 USD for my struggles lol, so it's nice to know that my suffering wasn't for nothing XDD My customers are really supposed to pay for shipping, but I don't have the heart to ask him since he paid 20$ more than he had to >_<

But at least now I'm finALLY FINISHEDDD HELL YEAHHH

FREEDOM XD

I even had time to start on another drawing today, so today was a productive day :D

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I'm so lost in life that my teacher literally had to set me up with some meetings with the guidance counselor at school, and I'm pretty sure I'm the only one in my class :'>

Please tell me that you guys also have no fucking clue what to do with your lives too lol

There's really only one thing that I can picture myself doing for the rest of my life, and that's being a self-employed artist. Sure, there's other things that interest me like nursing and psychology, but I can't see myself working with it

I don't really know if I want to go to art school though, I think I would prefer to study psychology or something but what's the point in getting that education if I don't plan on using it?

And then I don't even know if I can pay for the college tuition, 'cause even though I have a good amount of "blood money" from the pediatrician incident in the US, it's split into three payments and I get one payment every three years or so - meaning I might only be able to pay for the first year >_<

Though, I'm not sure how much money I'm getting and I'm not 100% sure it's every three years I get a third of the payment or not, so that can be smart to check into lol

But maybe I'd be better off holding back on college in another country until I'm sure I can pay for it, and just take some classes or something in Trondheim here in Norway for another year after I finish high school, but then I wouldn't be going to college until I'm 20 and I'll feel so old >_< (IM LEGIT PANICKING A LITTLE BIT RIGHT NOW, I'LL LITERALLY BE 20 YEARS OLD IN 3 YEARS AND 1 MONTH)

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DOOO

But what are your guys' plans? :D Maybe hearing your plans will help me out and give me some ideas lol (plus I'm genuinely interested >w<)