TART The Sequel [TART 3]

Crush + UKM

My life got really complicated really fast ^^;

Story time lol!

I've had a crush on the same guy for about 2 or 3 years now aaand I've been in denial for a very long time but I came to terms with it a few months ago lol

It's kinda weird because it's been on and off for the last few years, like I'll forget about him for a few months and then suddenly I see him again and think "shit, I still like you"

And I just got so exhausted from keeping it in so T and Amalie know now lol (though I think they've known for a while XD)

But anywho, I was talking with P two days ago and he told me something pretty personal so I asked if he would feel better if I told him a secret, and he said yeah

So I told him who I liked lol

He said something like "ahaha I thought you were gonna say that you liked me" and I started to wonder if maybe he hoped that I was gonna say that... He's always been super friendly with me, but I figured that he was that way with everyone

[Extra story before we continue: I was talking with him yesterday at UKM and I told him that I kinda wanted to try Pokemon Sword/Shield because I've never played a Pokemon game before, and he told me that he had an extra game that I could get

I kept insisting that I couldn't take it because that shit is expensive, but he literally just walked away

So, um, he ran home and grabbed it, and then ran back and gave it to me-

I CAN'T ACCEPT A GIFT LIKE THIS ALSJALSOAL]

Anywho, back to the story, P knows that I'm crushing pretty hard on a certain someone, and I got a message from P last night

And it said "Kate... I've like you for a few months now"

LJSLQSJSODJ

OH MY GOD I FEEL SO BAD

I've been talking about how much I like this one guy and he's liked me all along and had to listen to it all day-

IM SO SORRYYYY

I can't express the guilt I feel now T_T

I feel like this is something I really shouldn't be writing about here, but you guys don't know who he is anyway so I guess it's alright XD

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I went to the theater at 4 p.m. yesterday to continue working on the art display, and I worked on it for two hours with T and we finished just in time! XD

They started off with showing off the art, and I was so nervous!! I swear my mouth and throat was so dry afterwards and my hands were so clammy lmao

But i think it went well! Everyone was really nice and I got soo many compliments! Some guy from one of the newspapers in town even took some pictures of my drawings >w< Even Mal's mom came up to me and was like "you're so good, never stop drawing!!" and I wanted to roll my eyes so badly lmao (the mom is even worse than Mal-)

The only photo I have though is one that my mom took lol, I forgot to take a photo :P So it's not very good but you get the picture XD

Do you guys remember the girl I met when I visited Mal when she was a part of that play in town last summer? The one who idolized me and wanted to meet me so badly?

She's been keeping up with my art ever since, and was in town for the winter festival and asked if we could meet, but we didn't have time then

She visited town again yesterday and is staying until tomorrow and she asked if we could meet, and I told her that we could meet at UKM yesterday

So while I was standing by my art, I saw her walk up and she was grinning from ear to ear and waving excitedly lol

Then she was like "omg can I hug you??!" and it was so cute XDD Then she kept saying how seeing my art in person is even more amazing lol

Another person came up at some point and asked me which drawing was my latest one, and the girl pointed at my latest one and said "this one!!!" and then turned to me and said "I've been keeping up with your art, ehehe..."

So yeah lol, she's the sweetest thing ever!! TwT She even met Amalie and T and they both loved her too lol

I can't believe she looks up to me so much, I'm touched! TwT She hugged me like 4 times lol

So yeah, then we watched the performances on stage before I got to go home XD

Time skip to today, my aunts and my cousin just came over for some cake to celebrate my birthday >3< I got to choose the cake lol, so it was cheesecake and pretzel salad 👌

In case you don't know what pretzel salad is lol, this is it:

It's sooo good but we only have it like once a year so I made sure to wish for it! XD

Otherwise I've just been playing Pokemon Shield all day lol (I STILL FEEL INCREDIBLY GUILTY ALJSLASPJC)

I'm gonna go see some friends tonight though >w< I'm kinda nervous but I just gotta think positively because I know that I don't want to miss out! XD