TART The Sequel [TART 3]

Reading =w=

I was scrolling through instagram, and one of the artists I'm following posted a drawing of a girl with a spider walking over her face

And it was drawn PERFECTLY to draw out all the aspects that scare me the most about spiders

So I had to shove the blanket off me and I can't be near any walls because I'm too paranoid :)

Sliders like tarantulas are not the scariest kinds in my opinion... it's the big, hairless ones with huge round bodies and those loooong, skinny, pointy legs

I can't fucking stand the legs (pun not intended lol)

I'm starting to think that I'm not just scared of spiders, I think I might have a full blown phobia-

I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT THE SPIDER

HELP T_T

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Yay lol

I read in the last message that if I violate the guidelines enough times, I can lose my account, and I freaked out and sent an appeal to explain that the guy wasn't advertising self harm or suicide lmao

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I spent so much of this day trying to free up some storage space so I could film my stupid art video >_>

Apparently I had used up all my storage space so I deleted a lot of apps and about 600 photos and videos and it made literally no difference

I didn't know what to do so I reset my settings on my phone, and then when I checked how my storage I had left, it said that I had only used 24 out of my 64 GB, so luckily that worked! XD

When I was deleting all those photos, I came across this section:

(I was gonna show you guys a screenshot of all my screenshots of Jumin from Mystic Messenger but Wattpad's being a jerk and won't let the photo load so I can't show them to you =3=)

And I just couldn't bring myself to delete my precious screenshots of Jumin XDD

Speaking of Mystic Messenger, I'm at kind of a loss because I also want to do V's route >_<

Both V and Ray's routes are so tragic, and I really want to go through a lighthearted and lovey dovey route like Zen's, so I kinda wish that I had gone for him :'>

Oh well, I guess I'll just try to get V's normal ending (since I've already gotten his good ending) and hope that it meets my lovey dovey needs XD

I came up with a solution though!! I'm gonna get Ray's first bad ending so I don't have to go through all 10 days of the route, and then I'm jumping over to Zen :3

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I was actually outside today, for more than just to get the mail! XD It was really nice out so my sister and I went out when dad went out for Athena's playtime lol

He has this loooong leash tied to a tree outside so Athena can run around as much as she wants, and he plays fetch with her anywhere between 30 - 60 minutes each day, but he went out with her for a second time today so Hannah and I could join :D So Athena got spoiled with playtime today lol

It's so cute how excited she is to be outside and play lol

Her face gets completely white from the snow whenever she's out there because she always has to dig her face in it lmao

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Ok last thing: I continued my Michael Vey book today, which was dangerous lol because I couldn't put it down and I kinda sorta finished it XD

So now I can go to book 2! :D

If I remember correctly, that was my favorite book in the series so I'm excited >w<

I think what I like most about these books is how simple they are lol. Like, there's no difficult language or complex writing or complicated storyline

It doesn't make my brain hurt from reading too much lol and it's just so entertaining and enjoyable

Like, I can go on autopilot and get so into the story that I forget that I'm even reading, and that's a little harder in books like Game of Thrones or IT where it needs my full attention to every detail >_<

Idk, I just think it's a good and easy book to read if you're intimidated by those bigger, more complicated books XD