TART The Sequel [TART 3]

Disgusted :(

Ok so since I was trying out my old DS and 3DS games, I thought, "why not try out my old Wii games as well?", so I moved it into my room last night and was gonna try one of the classics, like Mario kart or something

...and then I ended up playing my Tangled game for 45 minutes lmaooo

I tried out Super Mario Galaxy a second ago and ahh the nostalgia! XD My childhood was literally Mario and Sonic games on the Wii, DS and 3DS lmao (plus Sonic Adventure and Sonic Shuffle on the Dreamcast, and old Disney games + Kingdom Hearts on the PS2)

I realized how bad I was at finishing games though lol

I have a billion save files on most games and I think the only games I've actually completed are games like Super Mario Brothers and Super Mario Galaxy, but that's just because I used to play them with my dad and he would do all the hard levels for me XD I still get too frustrated with games, if I'm stuck on a spot then I'll just give up lmao

I mentioned at school today that I had used the Wii for the first time in forever last night, and Mark gave me a high five

Of course, he didn't know that I had chosen to play freaking Tangled lmaooo

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I overheard a conversation in English class today that really pissed me off >:(

The popular girls were sitting around a table together literally talking about the patients at the nursing homes in town (since most of them had an internship there)

And all of us have signed a confidentiality agreement - meaning we can't give out any personal information about the patients, and there they were, talking openly, saying names and making fun of them

I don't know how strict the rules are, like if it's ok if we talk about them as long as it only stays between us since we've all had an internship there, but either way I still think it's wrong to talk about them in public where anyone could hear it

A few of the residents at the nursing home had died during this internship period and the last one, and they started talking about that as well. I can't remember exactly what they said, but they kept talking about how they looked like when they had passed away and how gross they were and all that

And I just sat there in shock because how can anyone sit there and laugh and make jokes about something like that?! I'm seriously disgusted over them

So yeah, I wasn't joking when I said that there's no one in my class that should be working in the health care field :/ Literally my entire class sucks

While we're on the topic of bad experiences in classes, science class was not fun T_T First of all, JT and B are really good friends and talk CONSTANTLY so working and concentrating in class is so hard, but it was even worse today because Mal had turned around and talked with them throughout the entire class

I sound so immature for saying this, but I'm still not over it. I can't stand looking at her, I can't stand listening to her, I can't stand being around her

I feel nothing but hatred for her

I don't want to hate her. I want to have that "I don't give a shit" mentality, but I'm just not there yet. I'm just hoping that the hatred will pass naturally and I'm just still coping with the whole ordeal, because I really don't want to feel this way about anyone

These next months are gonna be excruciating if I can't learn how to be alright with her around :'>

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I went to see Amalie and T during lunch break, and they were sitting next to R and H (who are still so cute together! >w<)

I was having a conversation with Amalie and T and all of a sudden I hear R say "H says you're pretty, Kaitlin"

And it took me a moment to process that because I had no idea if I had heard right or if it was a joke, because why in the world would H turn to his girlfriend and tell her that I'm pretty? 😂

So I just kinda sat there and laughed nervously because I was so confused, and then suddenly Amalie and R were also saying that I was pretty and I got even more confused and embarrassed and more nervous laughter came and I was trying to hide my face and ahH

I wanted to say "you all need glasses" but I didn't want to seem rude >_< lol

I asked Amalie about it afterwards and she just said that R and H are really open and don't feel jealous over the other or something like that, BUT IM STILL CONFUSED 😂

What happened lmao