TART The Sequel [TART 3]

Out of Hand...

It's 3:30 a.m. at the time I'm writing this and I just woke up ice cold

Someone's been messing around with my heater

Some fucker's gonna die :)

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I hate to use this term, but... I have so much tea to spill

This whole situation is spiraling out of control now

It completely blew up yesterday and today

Me (and many of my other friends) were called into a meeting today. 10 of us were called in, but literally only 4 of us should've been there

The rest had NOTHING to do with any of this

Me, Amalie, T, four of our friends, Mal, and two of her friends were called in

Walking into that room, I already knew that my friends and I were gonna get attack and accused of being the bad guys in this situation - and I was right (though they only said it indirectly)

They basically said that there's people who haven't been having a good time at school and that they need to step in when they notice something. And then they mentioned something about paragraph 9a

Turns out that paragraph is about how the teachers are obligated to step in if they notice bullying

I was so mad when I found out about that, LITERALLY NONE OF US HAVE DONE ANYTHING BAD TOWARDS MAL

And now they're fucking calling our parents to let them know what's going on - WHEN THEY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT'S GOING ON

I seriously can't wrap my head around it, why wouldn't they try to talk with us and hear our side of the story first??? They've never bothered to talk to any of us, they just listened to Mal and assumed that everything she said was the truth and that we're the bad guys

But the part that made me the most mad, is the fact that innocent people are being affected by this

I have a friend who's trying her best not to cry at this moment, for something that she has had no part of. All she did was send a few messages to Mal about how she shouldn't push her friends away. I've read the messages, it wasn't bullying in any way, she was just concerned

I have another friend who tried to stay out of this as much as possible but she was really worried about us and ended up sending a message to Mal about how she shouldn't abandon her friends that have been here for her through thick and thin, and she apologized for her message just a while later

She felt so guilty that she started cutting herself. She has cuts up and down her arm, and I don't know how she's gonna handle it when her mom hears that she's apparently been treating Mal badly. I seriously started crying when I heard about this, this problem started with Mal and I and now innocent people are getting hurt

And I'm so fucking mad about that

These people are suffering and they have NOTHING to do with any of this

And either Mal has no idea how much she's hurting people, or she just doesn't care

How dare they accuse us of things that they know literally nothing about

And how dare they contact our fucking parents and tell them lies

I think the worst part about all of this is that Mal's having the time of her life. She's never been happier (seriously, she told me this). Which hurts more than I can explain, because she meant so much to all of us while we were only trophies to her

I think that's all our friendship ever was

I was a trophy

I was an achievement, because she managed to get so close to someone who couldn't open up to anyone. She managed to get close with the quietest and shyest person in class

I followed her around like a lost puppy, and she loved it. She's never actually cared about me

And now I hate her

I know that's a strong word, but I mean it. I hate her through and through

I know this sounds horrible, but I hope that karma really gets her. I hope that she hits rock bottom and realizes what she has done. And when she comes crawling back, I won't be here for her anymore. I'm done.

Now I'm just hoping that all this drama will die down... Bringing the teachers into this was really fucking unnecessary and they only made the situation worse. It's good that they step in when they think bullying is going on, but they should've listened to us instead of pointing fingers and accusing us of things they literally know nothing about. Why didn't they try to talk to us first? ESPECIALLY before they decided to contact our fucking parents

So yeah, sorry for talking about all this drama lol. I'm just really mad, and that says a lot because I usually just feel hurt or sad about things, but I'm downright fucking furious now