TART The Sequel [TART 3]

SPIDERS

I WAS PLAYING ANIMAL CROSSING PEACEFULLY AND I JUST THOUGHT OF SOMETHING AND IM SOMEWHAT FREAKING OUT NOW

I think this was when we were visiting London a few years ago?? We were at a zoo and there was this bug section, and there was this area where you could walk around inside with loose spiders

It was pretty small and you just walked through it and boom you were done

Anywho

My dad kept convincing me to go with him in there, and he (along with my mom and sister) kept telling me that it was just fake spiders in there, so after a lot of convincing and probably bribery, I went in there with him

UM

I DON'T KNOW IF THOSE WERE FAKE SPIDERS

I'M PRETTY SURE MY DAD TOLD ME A FEW MONTHS AGO THAT IT MIGHT'VE BEEN REAL SPIDERS

AND THAT THOUGHT JUST RANDOMLY POPPED INTO MY MIND

AND NOW IM FREAKING OUT EVEN THOUGH IT'S POINTLESS SINCE THIS WAS YEARS AGO

And these weren't the itty bitty spiders you find inside your house - oh no no no-

HOW COULD I BELIEVE THEM

I TRUSTED THEEEEM

What reminded me of this was the museum in Animal Crossing lol. I caught a spider and when you walk past this tree inside the museum, it pops out and just hangs there and that made me think of that area where spiders were just hanging around in the trees and there was spider webs everywhere and AHH

THEY KEPT TELLING ME THEY WERE FAKE

AND, YOU KNOW, I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST LIKE A HALLOWEEN-Y THING BECAUSE LIKE THAT WAS THE BUG SECTION SO MAYBE IT WOULD BE FUNNY TO WALK AROUND IN AN AREA FILLED WITH "SPIDERS"

BUT NOW IM WONDERING IF THEY WERE ACTUALLY REAL

Guys I'm literally shaking and my chest is hurting from the sudden fear

I keep feeling this weird tingly feeling all over my body like there's spiders crawling over my and I keep twitching and jerking around-

Ok so I just asked my dad

I don't know if he means it or if he's just trying to stop me from freaking out-

WELL IM FREAKING OUT ANYWAY ALSIALASJ

WHAt if TBEG WEGE REALLLL

I'm not gonna be able to sleep tonight, I just keep imagining spiders falling from my roof and onto my body, or crawling out from underneath my blanket-

...I should probably seek professional help because I obviously have a pretty intense phobia-

I'm not even kidding, I'm literally shaking right now

DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY NICE, PEACEFUL THOUGHTS TO SHARE WITH ME? ;;;;