TART The Sequel [TART 3]

>:(

I'm so angry >:(

First of all, Mal won't fuck off. She sat at my table and followed my "friends" and I around all day long, and it's so fucking annoying because she always has to be the center of attention (plus I hate her more than anything)

She, Mark, JT and my other "friend" spoke together ALL DAY LONG and it's so fucking annoying when it's right next to me in the middle of class and I just wanna work on my stupid science report

And they don't exactly talk quietly either >:( They basically yell and my earbuds can't block out the noise, and just having Mal at my table is enough to bother me and break my concentration

I literally had to leave the classroom and sit out in the hallway to work on my science report

JT asked where I was going and I told her "in the hallway to work on my science report" and she asked why so I told her that I couldn't think in the classroom, and I don't know if I was hearing things or not, but I thought I heard Mal let out a little scoff and say "it's possible to ask if we can be a little quiet"

My brain didn't even register it until I had already left the classroom, but boy I really hope that I was just hearing things because biTCH

Another girl came and sat with me while I was in the hallway, and then Mal came to talk with her for a little bit and all I could think was "are you fucking kidding me?"

I CAN'T CONCENTRATE AT SCHOOL

Like damn, I get that most of the people in my class doesn't give a shit about school but at least show some respect to those of us that do :(

I'm the only one who actual gives cares about school, so I'm the only one ever actually working and that's not exactly very motivating, especially when my "friends" are constantly talking and laughing together right next to me

I can't express how badly I wanna complain about this to the teacher but there's no point because there's not really anything she can do about it :(

Which brings me to my next complaint lol: my teachers seriously need to communicate better because this is the second time they've pulled this shit and I'm getting irritated XD

For weeks at a time we'll have nothing to do

But then all the presentations, papers and tests in every class falls on the exact same dates

And these aren't just tiny papers either, they all crave a lot of time and work

I have a huge English presentation on Monday, two big papers due on Sunday, a big science test on Monday, and a science report due on Tuesday, after having NOTHING for weeks

I'm so mad about this :( On top of all that, im stressing a lot over the next internship (which is in 3 weeks) and I'm stressing so incredibly bad about my future because the stupid due date for applying to a school is on the 2nd of March

Like damn, do we not already have enough on our plate? :/// I don't understand why the teachers can't just space out the tests and papers instead of bombarding us all at once

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To a better topic lol, I sat with Amalie, T, R, and H during lunch break today too (I'm so sorry if all these code names are confusing lol)

And every time T and I walk over to them, R has to mention H thinking I'm pretty so she, H and Amalie start talking about it again just to make me embarrassed ;-;

At some point, H said "I wonder what Kaitlin is like when she's drunk" so they all started talking about how they think I'd be giggly and talkative and a total extrovert XD

I'm very curious to see how I'm like when I'm drunk too >_< But I refuse to come home drunk, I refuse to let my family see me drunk XD I also refuse to get drunk of all my other friends get drunk as well when we're out, because I don't wanna risk anything happening to me (or any of us, for that matter) >_<

Speaking of alcohol, I'm terrible at keeping my own secrets lmao

One time, I tried this Christmas soda from Sweden and I said "ugh, this tastes like alcohol without the burning"

And my mom just went "have you tried alcohol before or something??"

And I just went silent lmao

Luckily Hannah kept talking so my mom forgot about the question XDD That's happened a few times lol

Because I won't lie and say no, I just say nothing XD Though I don't really mind her knowing that I've tried it before tbh

I just don't want her to know that Amalie, an old friend and I stole Mal's parents' alcohol and planned on getting drunk one night lol (that's when Mal's grandma walked in on us and we all panicked lmao)