behind of her Nerdy Personality

chapter 35 part 2

Third person pov

Himinga si Zhiya ng malalim bago lumabas sa restaurant na kanyang pinagtratrabahuhan.

'hooo kaya ko to' pagbibigay nga ng lakas ng loob sa sarili nya.

Ayaw nyang ipakita na naapektohan sya sa ginawa ni Chaevlik na paghalik sa pisngi nya.

'kalma self si mr. Buyer lang naman iyon wag ma papaapekta ko kolokoy na iyon' kahit alam nya na di talaga matangap ng sistema nya.

'hooo let's get it on' sumakay na sya sa jeep at pilit na pina kakalma ang sarili, nasabay pa sa init ng pisnge nya ang init ng sikat ng araw, sinuot nya ang kanyang headphone at nakinig nalang ng music upang maibsan ang kaba at lutang moments nya,

[np: im a mess] (a/n:must play while reading)

Zhiya's singing in her mind and changing the lyrics

~everything's been so FVCKED up here lately~

intro palang napapamura na sya

~pretty sure HE JUST WANNA PLAYED WITH ME,
Oh, he don't love me, he don't love me
He don't love me, he don't love me
But that's okay
'Cause I DON'T CARE yeah, I DON'T CARE
Yeah, I DON'T CARE
Yeah, I DON'T CARE anyway
Hey

Everything's gonna be NOT RIGHT,
Everything's NOT gonna be OKAY,
It's gonna be a BAD , BAD , DAY
That's what my INSTINCT say
Everything's gonna be NOT RIGHT
Everything's gonna be NOT FINE
It's gonna be a BAD , BAD DAY

I'm a mess, KINDA loser
KINDA hater, NOT A user
I'm a mess for THE THING, it ain't MINE
I'm obsessed, I'm SO embarrassed
I don't trust no one around us
I'm a mess for THE THING, it ain't MINE

Nobody WANTS TO BE MY FRIENDS
EXCEPT THOSE GIRLS WHO ALWAYS WITH ME EHH!
Oh, THEY ALL love me, THEH ALL love me
THEY ALL love me, THEY ALL love me
AND that's okay
'Cause I LOVE THEM , yeah, I LOVE THEM
Yeah, I LOVE THEM
Yeah, I LOVE THEM anyway
Hey

Everything's gonna be NOT RIGHT
Everything's gonna be NOT OK
It's gonna be a BAD, BAD DAY
That's what my INSTINCT say
Everything's gonna be NIT RIGHT
Everything's gonna be NOT fine
It's gonna be a BAD, BAD DAY

I'm a mess, KINDA loser
KINDA hater, NOT A user
I'm a mess for THE THING, it ain't MINE
I'm obsessed, I'm SO embarrassed
I don't trust no one around us
I'm a mess for THE THING, it ain't MINE~

Everything's gonna be NOT RIGHT , NOT RIGHT
Everything's gonna be NOT FINE, NOT FINE
It's gonna be a BAD, BAD DAY

I'm a mess, KINDA loser
KINDA hater, NOT a user
I'm a mess for THE THING, it ain't NIME
I'm obsessed, I'm SO embarrassed
I don't trust no one around us
I'm a mess for THE THING, it ain't MINE

"AWOOO AWOOO AWOOO" parang tangang dagdag pa sya sa huli ng kanta.

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Zhiya pov

"AWOO.. AWOO.. AWOOO" ewan ko pero trip ko ngayun umalulong sa isip ko hangang sa pag baba ng jeep.

'di ako mapakali ngayun eto nanaman yung pakiramdam kong na para akong na excited na ewan, matatae haist bakit nanaman ako nakakaramdam ng galito? Ayaw ko to na natutuwa ako ng walang dahilan, abno talaga atong pakiramdam ko laging kabaliktaran,

The last time i felt this, eh yung, kinuha ako nila Een, haist speaking kamusta na kaya sila? ' mga bagay na tumatakbo sa isip ko,

Actually di ako excited sa pagtuturo ko kay Aston kaya mamadaliin ko lang to i have 3hrs breaktime, ng paalam naman ako ehh, basta bubuoin ko yung ng 12hrs na work ko, malaki pangangailangan ko ngayun mga pree.