My weird girlfriend

Unnoticed

A/N: no edit so spelling, grammar error and typo mistakes can be found.

Yuma's POV

I kissed Paolo.

Bakit ko kiniss si Paolo? At first I just wanted him to show na wala siyang dapat ipagmumokmok. Di niya ako girlfriend at hindi niya ako pagmamay-ari.

I kissed him so I could show I could be with anyone I like. I can date anyone I like, I can hang out with anyone I like.

I wanted him to know I'm free. I can do all these things without getting attached.

I've always thought I am not for romantic stuff.

I matured early. Im not against love. I just feel it isn't for me.

I love my brother, I like the people around me, but I think I am too selfish to give love to someone else more than I do to my brother and myself.

or maybe I am just too hard on myself?

responsibility made me look things in a different way.

Besides..this heart is full of revenge that I feel like it has left no space for love.

I know I am confident, I am opinionated. I stand with my views. I am sure of myself and in the things I believe in.

pero bakit, sa unang pagkakataon, na-bother ako dahil sa isang kiss?

I could kiss anyone and forget after a second doing it. It's just a kiss for pet's sake.

Baka magaling lang humalik si Paolo?

my god, nahiya ako sa sarili ko for the first time.

and maybe that is the reason why I'm bothered because I felt embarrassed for the first time.

Now I think of it, I laughed naturally with Paolo, I don't notice I'm smiling at his stupidity.

And that kiss.

I shook my head. something is wrong with me. I've never bothered wasting a single second thinking of any person I know it won't benefit me.

Come to think of it, I've never had a serious relationship. I dated before, I kissed but oftentimes nauuwi lahat yon sa break up because either masyado daw strong ang personality ko or because I don't care enough of them daw.

"penny for your thought" - si Copper

I smiled at him.

Copper's very good looking. But that's not the reason why I'm good to him. I have reasons. (malalaman sa My Gf's big secret)

But Copper is indeed a good catch.

"Don't tell me you will only be staring at me?'- siya

I smiled lopsidedly.

'was just thinking something'

'I parked my car outside'- siya

mag-shoshooting kami ngayon. This is the one thing that I enjoyed the most with Copper. At matino siya kausap. At alam ko na di ako gusto ni Copper. Siguro kung alam ko na gusto rin nito ako, di rin ako makipag-bond sa kanya. I don't wanna have so much connection sa barkada ni Yugi pero I need something from Copper.

We played for a while but from time to time, napapasok sa utak ko ang imahe namin ni Paolo sa labas ng university Campus, nakasandal sa pader while nadaan ang mga sasakyan and the two of us were kissing.

I kissed him playfully at first. I intended it be quick. But it was our first time, and I miscalculated how good Paolo's perfume is. I wanted to smell more that I stayed longer. His lips are soft, and although he smoked that time, his breath was intoxicating. I thought I was drugged for a second. a second that he took advantage of and opened his lips. they moved over my lips, urging me softly to accept, to respond, to feel, to enjoy it. surprisingly, I did.