Ruptured Aneurysm
Seeing her death certificate and knowing her cause of death hurting me so much. I covered my mouth to stifle a sob when I cried again. Sobrang bigat sa dibdib nang lahat ng nangyayari. I couldn't take it anymore. First time kong sumuko sa buhay dahil palagi kong kinakaya lahat, pero hindi ito. This was already too much for me. This grief has changed me. The pain, sadness and rage has changed me. The trauma and the shock changed me. I am no longer who I once was. Her death changed me. I lost my family and I lost her, including myself.
Hindi ko pa kayang tignan si Yara habang nasa loob siya ng casket niya. Natatakot ako dahil iyon na ang katotohanang wala na siya. Buong gabi akong umiyak at nakatingin lang sa malaking picture niya na nasa gilid ng casket. Hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala na siya ang nasa loob non. Nahihirapan pa rin akong tanggapin. Biglaan ang pag alis niya at yun ang dumudurog sa akin.
"Kisses," I stood up when I heard a familiar voice. He was running to me. As soon as I saw him, I started to cry. "Love," he whispered while hugging me.
I still felt like shit, but being held by him made me feel a little better. I tried to wipe my tears when I remember his flight. Pakiramdam ko masusugat na ang mata ko kakapunas ng luha.
"Hey, just lean on me." He softly said like I was so fragile.
"Anong oras ang flight mo?" I asked him. Hindi siya sumagot sa akin dahilan kaya natahimik kami.
BINABASA MO ANG
Dream
RomanceHi welcome to my imagination ♡ I just want to tell to everyone, who will read this. (if there is any) that Im not an author and I dont expect of people to read this. But if you are one of the few, please know that this is my first time to write a st...
