Adventures of Pumpkin And Friends

What Blaze Doesn't Know.

I have no idea where this idea came from but this is just something I kind of made up for Blaze's sister Missile who is also one of my three mean animals. And I guess it's a backstory about why she is mean. And I do apologise for the different format again this just came up in my mind and I could not get it out. I hope you enjoy I did not proofread.💖

Tw: it does talk about abuse and attempted suicide do not read if you're sensitive to those subjects

What Blaze doesn't know
Is that I'm forced to hurt animals otherwise I'll be the one hurt.
What Blaze doesn't know
Is that father hurts me Everytime I do something wrong.
What Blaze doesn't know.
Is that I have been broken down so many times, and that this fierceness is just an act to save myself from death.
What Blaze doesn't know
is that all the responsibilities of my pack is on my back and the weight is almost to much to bare.
What Blaze doesn't know
Is that I hate him so much just because he gets the second chance that I'm never going to get. But am at the same time so glad he doesn't have to deal with what I deal with everyday.
What Blaze doesn't know
Is that I'm just like him, but will never get the second chance he did.
What Blaze doesn't know
Is that once this pack in my clutches (If I'm still alive by then) I will make sure no one else is hurt including my brother.
What Blaze doesn't know
Is that everyday is a struggle.
What Blaze doesn't know
Is that it hurts me every time I have to fight him but I still have to. Because of the street dog rules that are fatal if you don't follow them.
What Blaze doesn't know.
Is that some days this life I live is just to much for me and I just want to end it. If it means that I hurt no one else. But I stay strong because I know someday I can make the change that is needed..
What Blaze doesn't know
Is that the cold stare of pure rage he gives me makes my heart break as all I want is to have my brother back, and have the life of his together.
What Blaze does not know.
Is that what hurts worse then a Peregrine Falcon throwing me on the cement ground. Is when he calls me evil, when I don't get a choice when it's a do or die situation. When I have no choice. This wasn't my fate I didn't choose this. I never wanted this. I just wish he could see. That I don't want to be this bad pup, but it's what I have to be. That's what is expected of me.

I hope you enjoyed I have no idea what to call this but I hoped you enjoyed it anyhow💖