Tommyinnit oneshots (mostly angst)

December 15

Shock:

No. It couldn't be happening. What the fuck. No. He couldn't have... Could he?

Numbness:

Nothing felt real. This is just a dream, and I'll wake up soon enough. 

Denial:

No. This was not happening. This is fake. The blood was fake.

Emotional outbursts:

I feel so stupid. I accidentally hit Tubbo, even though we're friends. To be fair, I was swinging my arms everywhere in rage for no apparent reason.

Anger:

Tubbo gave me a punching bag to hit instead of him. It actually helped.

Fear:

I was scared. I was scared I would become him. Like him. Similar.

Searchings:

Tubbo told me to give up. That I wasn't gonna find a replacement of him.

Disorganization:

I was everywhere and nowhere. I had no idea what to do.

Panic:

Tubbo left me. Or, forced me to leave him. I trusted him.

Loneliness: 

I'm lonely. Nobody can notice but him, though. He's the only one visiting.

Depression:

I don't care. What's the point of living if there's nothing to be there for?

'Re-entry' troubles:

Techno suggested that I do something I usually do to help me back on my feet. I knitted a sweater out of Friend's wool. It's really soft. 

New relationships:

I met Ranboo again. This time though, I actually try to be his friend. It works. 

New strengths:

I can now make flower crowns, thanks to Ranboo and his and Tubbo's son, Michael. The first crown I made was filled with dandelions and alliums.

Hope:

Puffy said that if I kept on going with what I'm doing, that I would probably be able to lead an almost normal life, but the trauma would always be there. 

Affirmations:

"I am going to be okay." I can finally say confidentially. Tubbo and Ranboo can confirm and be happy about it too. 

Helping others:

I talked to Niki some time ago. She seemed mad at me, and I spilt to her for some reason. She spilt back. I could tell that I made her feel better.

Acceptance:

"Wilbur is dead." I said. "Wilbur isn't here with me."

"You might wanna rethink that, Tommy."

"Wil- Wilbur?!"

An au where it shows tommys stages of grief, and where tommy is not the one to revive wilbur