Life changes.

gig.

Austin and I have been going at it like crazy.  I don't even remember half the things he says. I go to bed and wake up knowing we fought but not knowing what either of us said. I know today is the day of the modeling/concert gig. Austin and I have our moments were we are fighting and yelling at each other, we are slowly, very slowly getting back to where we should be. We get along but we aren't how fiancées should be. We care but lately, I think it isn't how it use to be. We have changed a lot. However I know Austin is nervous. I know that boy to well. He is pacing and running his fingers through his hair. Aubrey keeps placing her hand on his leg to get him to stop moving where he then smiles down at her and scoops her up. She calms him down for a few minutes then it starts all over again. "Austin are you nervous?" He looks at me and shakes his head, "Nope."

Sitting down on the couch I sigh. My phone goes off and I look down to see I have to be at the place. I stand up and grab my purse, "Austin I have to go. Are you coming?" He shakes his head and pick Aiden up this time to take a peaceful minute. "No, I'm waiting for Hanna. I will be there afterwards." I nod and start to leave but he grabs my wrist on the way past him. He looks at me and sighs, "Ally..." I smile and shake my head, "I know. " He lets go and starts pacing again. I drop my purse and walk over and place my hands on his shoulders to make him stop and look at me. "Austin, I'm sorry. I don't know what has been going on with us. I honestly can't remember any of it but I know when you are freaking out. Take a deep breath and here." I reach in my pocket and pull out his necklace he always wears when he performs. He looks at the necklace then smiles and hugs me, "Thank you Ally." He looks at me and pecks my lips, "I do love you Ally, you know that right?" I nod, "Yeah and I love you too." I walk to my purse and pick my purse up and walk out to my car. I get in and head to the place of the gig.

I have practiced walking down and I had my fitting. I am ready to go down the runway. "Ally, go to your room." I nod and walk to my room to get ready.

I hear a knock at my door. I turn and see Austin open the door and come in, "I wanted to umm... wish you luck." I smile and sit down, "Thank you." He looks around and then starts to pace slowly. "Are you all set up to play?" He nods, "I had a little trouble with the models as I sing but I think we got it figured out." I hear another knock on the door and look up to see the coordinator poke her head in, "Your both on in five." I nod and stand up and make sure I look how the makeup artist and hair stylist left me. I turn and see the door open again and Alex poke his head in, "You ready?" I nod and we all three start making our way to the curtains. I get a few touch up on my hair and makeup while in line. "Ally, you look amazing. You seem really happy." I look up and smile, "I am, I wish you were walking me though." He smiles, "I will right on stage by you." I nod and watch him walk to the front of the line as the music starts.

I look at my outfit one more time. I am wearing a short pencil skirt that just barely covers my butt and is way to light with a dress jacket over in and it is buttoned at my breast which stayed the size they were when I was pregnant with Aiden.

Austin starts to sing and walks out of the curtain and I hear the crowd clap loudly and a few screams. The line starts to move and I finally hear the song.  He is starting with steal  your heart.  It is my turn and Alex smiles at me, "Ready." I nod and he grabs my hand as we walk out the flashes go crazy and thank god Alex is holding my hand or I would have fallen. I see the model before us walking with by herself and she walks over and starts to dance with Austin.

Call me criminal I won't deny you make me want it all, Everything you are