Life changes.

Fight

I sit up and see Ally standing in the doorway. I watch her open the door more and walk into the bedroom. I watch her look at the television before looking at me. She pushes the door up some. "What are you watching?" I look at the television then at her, "Are you serious?" She shrugs, "Fine, don't tell me." She throws her purse to the floor by the dresser and throws her shoes against the wall of the closet. She walks into the bathroom and I hear water running for a few seconds then it stops. Is she really doing this now? Is she really acting like she hasn't been gone for four days? I watch her come back out and throw on a pair of shorts and t-shirt. Before walking to the mirror and pulling her hair up. She turns towards me and stares at me. "Hey." I laugh a little, "hey? That is really all you have to say to me." She shrugs, "Hi." I shake my head and stare at her, "How about where the fuck you were? Why you disappeared? Why you didn't answer your phone? Why you didn't tell anyone where you were going? Or better yet ask about the kids."

She stares at me then smiles at me and I can tell it is just a smile to get me mad. "Are we doing this again?" I move the blankets and sit up completely, "Yes we are. You can't be doing this shit Ally. You can't just leave and come back when you feel like it." She put a hand on her hip, "Why the hell not?" I stare at her like she is crazy, "Because you have kids. You have a fucking family." She looks at me and rolls her eyes. "Your dad was worried sick you just disappeared." She looks at me pissed, "Why the hell did you call my dad?" I look at her like she lost her damn mind. Which I think she has at this moment. "Are you serious? You left Ally, You fucking disappeared. What else was I supposed to do?" She shrugs, "You don't fucking call my dad, ugh." She turns on her heel and paces a small spot. "I didn't know what to do. I called the cops and your dad. You just fucking up and disappeared. How was I suppose to fucking know you were okay and just partying again?" She turns back to me mad, "You overreacted and now I have to fix everything, like always." I laugh and stand up by the bed watching her. "Like always? Ally have you lost your fucking mind?" She gasps and looks at me as I laugh again, "You haven't fixed shit in months. I have done and fixed every fucking mess you have made."

She huffs out air and blows a piece of hair out of her face, "You just think you are a saint and do nothing wrong, don't you?" I shake my head, "I never said that." She laughs, "You always fucking act like it Austin." I look at her and sigh, "I don't do anything but take care of our kids. I have made mistakes and I know that but I never had to have you fix them." She looks at me with anger flaring, "I always have to fix your fucking mistakes. I always have to fix everything. I always have to do everything." I look at her like she is crazy, "You don't fucking do anything Ally. Hell you pretty much failed this school year because you don't do shit." She walks closer and I can tell she is really angry. "You think I had it easy. You fucking left me pregnant." I walk closer pissed off now. "You never fucking told me you were pregnant or I wouldn't of left. I would of help you figured everything out but you were fucking selfish." She slaps me across the face and I stare at her and I move my jaw some from the sting. "I never did anything if it wasn't you best interest Austin. Aubrey would have ruined everything for you like she did for me." I grab her by the shoulders and shake her a little bit, "You don't fucking mean that and you know it. Aubrey never would have ruined anything for me. She makes my life worth living. She and Aiden are my life. She wouldn't and won't ruin anything for me." She laughs, "Sure." I let her go and step back from her, "Who the fuck are you?" She smiles, "Your fiancée." I shake my head, "NO your not." She shrugs with a smile on her face, "Oh well who cares." I look at her, "My fiancée never would act like. She never would of said her daughter ruined her life." She looks at me, "It wasn't just her. It was this whole fucking thing. I never should have had Aubrey. I never should have had Aiden. Fuck, I never should of dated you Austin. You did all of this. If it wasn't for you I never would of gotten fucking pregnant in the first place and I never would have had to go to this fucking college. Those kids ruined my life." I step back and stare at her.

She laughs, "Wow, I finally got you. I stumped the famous Austin Moon." I shake my head and look at her. "The famous Austin Moon. The one that leaves his family at the drop of a hat. The one that wasn't here for his daughter." I shake my head, "STOP, Fucking lying Ally. I NEVER FUCKING KNEW ABOUT HER BECAUSE OF YOU." She shrugs, "Who cares? You still weren't there for you. Hell you knew about Aiden and you still weren't there." I shake my head, "I was there and you know it." She shakes her head, "YOU LEFT ME TO GO ON TOUR. YOU FUCKING LEFT HIM." I take a deep breath, "I made mistakes I fucking know that Ally but I am making up for them. You are doing knowing but being a bitch." She smiles, "Oh now I'm a bitch."

I look at her and slowly nod, "Yeah you are. You are doing nothing but being a silly little girl who needs to fucking grow up and take care of her kids. I made a ton of mistake, mistakes that will stay with me but you know what? The kids were young when I made mine. The kids are growing up and you aren't fucking here for them. You leave them and don't even care. They know you are not here because they are realizing stuff. So yes, I may have left the kids for tour but you know they won't fucking remember that. They are going to remember there mother never being there for them. If you don't get your shit together and stop acting like a god damn fool, I can promise you they will grow up to hate you." She looks at me and shrugs, "You know it's funny that every girl wants you but if that had you they would be like me. Hating it. I fucking hate this." I shake my head, "Then why are you even with me? If you don't can about the kids and hate being with me, then why are you here? " She shrugs, "I don't know." I nod and look at the ground then back at her, "Why? If you hate me so much then why are we together?" She shrugs, "It was for the kids but they ruined my fucking life."

I hear something and look at the door, "You no like me mommy?" Aubrey is standing there with tears falling down her face and I hear something I never thought I would hear from Ally, "No, You ruined everything." I bend down to pick up Aubrey and look at Ally in shock. Aubrey starts crying hysterically. I turn to Ally and point to the door, "GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE." I watch her grab her purse and push past me and Aubrey before she slams the door.