Life changes.

Closer.

I pull up to the house. I am upset and hurt. I park the car and see Austin’s car still here. Great, he was suppose to be gone by now. Sighing I get out and grab my phone and keys before walking into the house.

I hear Aubrey, “No.” I hear a sigh, “Please Aubrey.” I close the door and hear Austin sigh, “Ally, Thank god you are home.” He comes into the hallway and when he sees me he stops dead in his tracks. He opens his arms and I run into them. He wraps his arms around me as I cry again. He just holds me.

After a few minutes he whispers in my ear, “What happened baby?” I shake my head and look up in his eyes, “We wont be seeing Alex again.” He sighs and pulls me back into his arms. After a few minutes he takes one arm away and scoops me up. “Come on.” He walks upstairs with me in his arms. “You okay?” I nod and he pushes the door open with his foot and sits down on the bed with me in his arms. I move and sit up some on his lap. He looks at me and then sighs, “Do you want to talk about it?” I shake my head, “No.” He nods and leans down kissing my forehead, “My mom still really wants to see the kids. Do you want to come with me?” I shake my head, “I just want to curl up in bed.” He nods and moves some so he can be comfy, “Aubrey would not leave without saying goodbye to you, so how about we all stay here tonight and I curl up in bed with you and we can leave tomorrow and blow off school.” I look up at him smiling. “I like that idea.” He laughs, “Didn’t think you would go for it.” I smile, “How about we take a few days off and stay at our house. Just get away from everything.”

Smiling he leans down and kisses me. I kiss back and he smiles. I look up and I remember how amazing Austin really is. He didn’t deserve the shit I put him through. He moves me to the bed and stands up, “Let me go call my mom and get the kids to bed.” I stand up and shake my head, “I want to help.” He grabs my hand and starts walking with me downstairs.

I walk around the corner and Aubrey sees me. “Momma.” She runs over and wraps her little arms around my legs. I bend down and pick her up. She smiles, “I told daddy, I no go until I say bye to you.” I smile and kiss her, “That’s so sweet baby. But we are all going to grandma and grandpa’s tomorrow.” She smiles and kisses me, “Okay. Sleep.” I laugh and nod. Austin comes over and kisses her, “Night princess.” I take her upstairs and get her ready for bed.

As I go to put her in her crib she puts her hand to my face, “Momma sad?” I shake my head, “No Baby, Mommy is fine.” She smiles and kisses me before I place her in her crib and kiss her. I watch her for a couple minutes before I close the door and see Austin holding Aiden. I smile and take him out of his arms, “Hey baby. Let’s put you to sleep.” Aiden smiles up at me as I walk into his room with Austin behind me.  I strip him and change his diaper. Austin hands me his pajamas  and I put them on him. I turn to go downstairs to get him a bottle when Austin smiles and hands it to me. Smiling I take it from him and walk over to the chair and sit down and feed him.

Austin starts humming making Aiden sleepy. I smile up at him and he shrugs, “I got the hang of it.” I laugh as I burp Aiden. When he is done I kiss him and place him in his crib. Austin walks over and leans down kissing him before wrapping his arm around my waist. “I love you Ally.” I smile up at him before kissing him. “I love you too Austin.” He move and places his hand at the small of my back leading me out of the room.

He picks me up and puts me in the bed and gets behind me so I am sitting between his legs. “So what do you want to do Baby.” I turn and stare at him, “Honestly?”  He nods, “I just want to be with you. I don’t want to think or talk about anything.” He smiles, “I like how you mind thinks.” He kisses me and deepens it.

He pulls away and stares at me and searches my eyes, “You sure?” I smile and take his shirt off, “Yes.” He smiles and unties my dress.  He smiles at me before kissing me again. I move down and unbutton and zip his jeans. He laughs in the kiss and stands up taking them off. He is now in his boxers and I smirk at him.  He flex’s some, “You want this?” I nod smiling, “Of course baby.” He laughs and jumps on the bed before laying me down and kissing me. His hands take the sides of my dress and pull it down my body. When it gets to my ankles I kick it off. He looks at me and I see his eyes sparkle. He unhooks my bra and pulls it off throwing it somewhere. He leans down and kisses my collarbone and neck. I moan and he smiles before looking into my eyes again before getting rid of his boxers and my thong.

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I am laying in bed with my head on Austin’s chest. He is playing with my hair. “You know Baby, you looked gorgeous today. I’m sorry I was still mad and didn’t say anything.” I look up at him with a blush and smile, “It’s okay. It was wrong what I did, you had a point. And thanks.” He smiles before giving me a peck on the lips.  “We should get some sleep.” I nod and kiss him before cuddling up to his side and closing my eyes.

Alex thinks he is helping everyone and in a way he is. He pushed me and Austin closer together. If I am being honest, yeah I am upset even pissed at him for doing that, but I am happy because Austin and I haven’t been together and actually happy in forever.

I open my eyes and see Austin sleeping. I smile and close my eyes happy to be spending time with him and the kids and getting away from school and everything.