Life changes.

Broken

I look at him shocked. He puts his head down and I know he is crying. I walk around his bed to his side and put my hand on his shoulder. He looks up at me and I see the tears running down his cheeks. I want to yell and scream and go off on him but how can I do that when he is so obviously broken. I lean in and hug him. After a few minutes he hugs me back. I stand there just holding him, it’s weird because its always been the other way around.

After a few minutes I pull away and walk over to the chair in the corner and sit down. “What happened, Alex?” He shakes his head, “Ally.”  I nod and move some and then I hear movement and look up to see Alex has moved his legs some. He pats the bed and I look at it and get up walking to his bed. I sit down in the spot he made for me.  He looks at me and sighs, “You want the whole story?” I nod and know he means I want the whole story of what has happened to him.

 He looks around before nodding, “That night we went to the party was amazing. You got tipsy and wanted to go back to my dorm and I knew it was a bad idea. No matter how much I wanted to take you back to my dorm, I took you home instead. You told me you loved me.” I look at him as I feel my mouth open a little and his mouth move some and nod, “I know, its okay. I knew it wasn’t the way I wanted it to mean. I went out to my jeep and it smelled like you like crazy and I couldn’t stop thinking about you. When I got back to the dorm you scent was in the air and my bed and the only thing I kept thinking about was how stupid I was for being in love with you.  Then that night my phone went off and Bre was calling me. I was happy that she called because we haven’t talked since she left.”

Flashback…

I answer the phone with a smile, “Hey.” I hear laugher, “Hey Alex. What are you doing?” I lean back against the bed smiling, “Not much. How is everything?” She laughs that laugh that makes anyone melt, “It’s amazing here. I am having so much fun. Katy is having a blast.” I smile wide knowing my little girl is having fun. “That’s amazing, when are you coming back so I can see you guys?” I hear her sigh, “I don’t know if I am Alex.” I feel everything stop. She can’t be serious. What about Katy? She can’t keep her from me. “Bre, Katy is my daughter. You can not keep her from me.”

I hear nothing and start to get upset, “Brianna.” She sighs, “I heard you. Alex, you didn’t even know she existed until I told you.” I run my fingers through my hair pissed, “Because you never told me. I have a right to see my daughter. You can not keep her from me.” She sighs, “What about Ally huh? It’s not the best thing for Katy to be around. Get rid of her and we can talk.” I feel my blood boil, “Ally, has no part in this. If you don’t like her then that is you damn fault not mine. Your jealous, get over it. She is a great friend and mother so stop being a god damn bitch.” I hear her gasp, “Really, now I am a bitch because I don’t want my daughter around her?” I sigh, “Brianna. Katy is rarely near them. When I have her I want her to myself because I never see her.” She sighs, “Either Ally goes away or Katy does.” I sit up pissed. “Ally is going nowhere. I will take you to court.” She sighs. “ Forget it then Alex. Katy is not going anywhere. I am her mother and she is staying with me.” I groan, “PUT KATY ON.” She laughs and I hear her walking before I hear that sweet voice that makes it all worth it. “Hi daddy.” I smile, “Hey sweetie.” She giggles, “So fun here.” I smile, “That is great baby. Daddy will see you soon okay.” She laughs, “Okay. Love you daddy.” I smile, “I love you too.” Briana gets back on and sighs, “Bye Alex.” She hangs up and I start to throw my phone but stop myself and place it on the bed. Leaning against the bed I start to think.