Life changes.

Alex, Ally

I wake up to get a shower. I look over and see it is early. I get out of bed and grab my towel and caddy. I open the door and see Ally laying in front of it with puke in front of her. I sigh and place my items on my dresser before leaning down and shaking her slightly. "Ally." She groans and curls up more. "Ally, wake up." She groans and looks up at me, "What?" I sigh and help her up. She looks at my open door and walks in and sits on my bed. "Finally answer you door." I walk in and close the door behind me. "What are you doing here?" She shrugs and leans against the wall getting comfy. I grab my phone and hit the contact and press call. I wait a few rings before hearing, "hello?" I sigh as I watch Ally grab my garbage can and puke in it, "Austin, what is going on? Why was Ally sleeping in front of my door? She won't tell me anything." I hear a sigh and a long pause, "She said something she never should of, I kicked her out." Austin kicked Ally out. I walk over and grab her hair as she gets sick. What could she have possibly said for Austin to kick her out? I sigh as she starts to get sick again, "What did she say?" I hear a whimper and then a very curt. "Ask her." The phone goes silent and I pull it away to look at it, sure enough he ended the call. I throw my phone on the bed as I rub circles on Ally's back and hold her hair for her.

She finishes and gets back on my bed and leans against the wall. I sit in my chair and look at her, "What is going on?" She looks at me and I can tell she is sobering up from her partying and drinking earlier in the night. She shrugs and looks around the room. I move a little and look at her, "Ally? What is going on? Why are you here?" She sighs, "I don't remember a lot. I remember going home and Austin saying something about not being around. I remember yelling and fighting. I remember saying and yelling things about the kids, then Aubrey crying and Austin telling me to get the fuck out. I got in my car and drove here but you wouldn't open the door." I run my fingers through my hair. I passed out when I got home. I look at her and sigh, "What did you say Ally? Think." She leans back against the wall and closes her eyes.

I watch her and sigh. What is going on? This is crazy. They always had arguments but Austin has never told Ally to leave in the middle of the night, he always leaves when he gets upset. Ally must have gone too far this time. Austin has been losing it for months and she must have finally pushed him to his breaking point. He must have cracked. She opens her eyes and looks at me, "I think I told Aubrey she ruined my life." I gasp and look at her. She bites her lip and looks down. Standing up mad my chair rolls across the floor as I start to pace. "Are you fucking kidding me? " She looks at the bed as I shake my head. "Ally, this is fucking crazy." She looks up at me and shrugs, "I got upset, I started rambling." I stop and stare at her like she is crazy, "Drunken minds speak sober thoughts Ally. You are seriously saying that you think Aubrey ruined your life and she fucking heard you say that." She looks down and then back up at me, "In a way yeah. You don't understand how I feel. I hate how I feel and I hate how my life is turning out. I don't want this, I never wanted this."

I throw my baby basketball I picked up from my desk. "Fuck Ally." She looks at me and I can't take it. I take a deep breath and look at her. I run a hand through my hair as I shake my head, "Ally I love you, god knows I love you but this shit has got to stop." She goes to talk and I put my hand up, "No. This shit has got to stop. I don't exactly know what happened and I don't need to. If you don't like how your life is turning out then change it. Drinking is not going to make you feel better. Going out every night and getting drunk and stupid is not going to fix anything.  You can't take things back, you can't fix what has happened. You can't undo was has been done but you have got to stop this. You told Aubrey she ruined your life. Do you not see how far this has gone? You and Austin need to straighten both of this out. You both need to figure out what is going on and what to do for the kids. If you guys can't come to a conclusion then you need to end it." She looks at me and I see one tear fall down her cheek when I grab my guitar and start to play.

Who's gonna be the first one to start the fight

Who's gonna be the first one to fall asleep at night

Who's gonna be the last one drive away

Who's gonna be the last one to forget this place

We keep taking turns

Will we ever learn

Ooh spaces between us keep getting deeper

It's harder to reach ya even though I try

Spaces between us hold all our secrets

Leaving us speechless and I don't know why

Who's gonna be the first to say goodbye

Who's gonna be the first one to compromise

Who's gonna be the first one to set it all on fire

Who's gonna be the last one to drive away

Forgetting every single promise we ever made

Ooh spaces between us keep getting deeper

It's harder to reach ya even though I try

Spaces between us hold all our secrets

Leaving us speechless and I don't know why

Who's gonna be the first to say goodbye

We keep taking turns

Will we ever learn

When will we learn

Ooh spaces between us keep getting deeper

It's harder to reach ya even though I try

Spaces between us hold all our secrets

Leaving us speechless and I don't know why

Who's gonna be the first to say goodbye

Who's gonna be the first to say goodbye

When I stop the song I look over at her. "I love you Ally and I never wanted anything but for you to be happy." She looks up at me as I walk over and pull my chair up to the bed before sitting in it. I grab her hand and look at her, "Are you happy?" She shakes her head as she stares at me.

I hope you like it. More to come, I promise : ) I am officially done with this semester, I finished my last test a few hours ago. Please review and I will keep you reading updates, I promise ;)

1babyt