Life changes.

Hurt.

The weekend absolutely sucked. Austin was mad at me all weekend. Aubrey was the only one that came and talked to me. Austin and I tried to talk a couple times but nothing seemed to work. We ended up arguing and fighting. I found out he was studying and that is all I found out about where he was. The only thing we got to was that he is mad I went out drinking and left the kids with the nanny. He feels like I am changing.

Sighing I get out of bed and take a shower. Getting out I walk to the closet and grab a white baby doll dress and lay it on the chair next to the closet. I go to the dresser and grab a matching white underwear set. I put the underwear on and then slip the dress on. I tie the top behind my neck and walk into the bathroom plugging my straighter in.

I grab my make-up and do a smokey look for my eyes. I do a simple lip gloss for my lips. Grabbing my straighter I run it over my hair until it is straight. I am almost done when Austin comes in and looks at me before taking his boxers off and getting in the shower. I finish up and leave my hair down.

I walk to the closet and pick out a pair of black wedges with silver jewels around the straps. Putting on my necklaces from Austin and my bracelet from Austin I look back at the bathroom before walking out of the room. I walk into Aubrey’s room and work on getting her up. I finally get her up and get her out of the crib. She lays down in the floor and curls up going back to sleep.

Sighing I lean down, “Sweetie, do you want to sleep longer?” She nods against the floor and I pick her up before putting her back in her crib and lean over kissing her head. “Sleep tight sweetie.”  Closing her door I walk across to Aiden’s room and open the door to see him smiling. I pick him up, “Hey baby. You hungry?” I change Aiden’s diaper before walking downstairs with Aiden in my arms. I walk into the kitchen and fix Aiden a bottle.

I sit down at the table and feed him his bottle. I smile at the cute little sounds he makes while eating. I hear Austin come down and make himself a bowl of cereal. I finish with Aiden. I smile as I put him over my shoulder and burp him. When he is done I walk into the living room and clean him up. I hear the doorbell and walk to the door with Aiden in my arms smiling. “Hi Hanna.” She smiles, “Hi Ally.” She walks in and I close the door.

Austin comes in and says hi to Hanna before walking to the door and grabbing everything. I sigh and watch him walk outside. “I have to go with him, but Aubrey was tired still so she is in her crib and Aiden already had a bottle.” I hand him to her before leaning down and kissing him. Hanna smiles, “I got it. Oh by the way you look nice today.” I smile and then I hear Austin’s horn and I lose my smile, “Thanks.”

I turn and head out the door to see Austin in the car and looking mad. Sighing I get in the passenger seat and buckle up as he backs out and heads to school. “You didn’t have to honk, I was coming.” He shrugs, “I can’t be late.” I sigh and turn slightly looking out the window.

We reach the parking lot and as soon as the car parks I get out and start walking to the building. Austin comes up beside me, “See you later. Get your car, love you.” He walks off and I sigh before heading to the library.

I walk into the library and see Gavin. Walking over I smile and sit down, “Hi Gavin.” He looks up and he smiles that smile that reaches his eyes. “Ally, wow you look really nice today.” I smile, “Awe thank you.” He closes his book and looks around, “You’re here early.” I nod, “I left my car here this weekend so I had to come in with Austin.” He nods, “DO you need the pages and notes for class?” I feel my face go shocked, “I didn’t even think about it. Yes please.” We walk over to the copier and I copy what I need with the classes we have in common.