Life changes.

Tour Talk

I pull into the driveway and smile. I can't wait to talk to Austin. I get out and grab my bags before walking up the steps and opening the door. i set the bags down in the hallway and walk around before grabbing my bags again and heading upstairs. i see the kids doors shut some and figure they must be down for a nap. i walk into the bedroom and set the bags on the floor and Austin looks up at me. I smile and walk over and sit on the bed facing him. "I heard your new song." He tilts his head some and smiles, "What did you think?" I smile, "It was amazing. I loved the song and the message was so sweet. Austin i know that being on stage is important to you and it is something you love. It is crazy for me to try to deny you of that. i am sure the kids and i can make it, go have fun and do what you love before school starts." Austin grabs my hands and moves closer to me, "Ally, i love you and the kids more than anything. I know i screw up a lot when it comes to you guys but i do. I don't want any of this if it means i might lose you. All i ever wanted to do was become famous and without you baby, it never would of happened. You made my dream come true and others i didn't even know i was ready for. You gave me everything i ever wanted and could want. I don't want to be famous if it means you aren't right there beside me."

Smiling i lean in and kiss him, "I love you Austin and i want you to live your dreams. I didn't tell you about Aubrey because i wanted you to live your dream of being on tour. Go on tour baby,we are only young once. However, once out of school the kids will be older and i believe the tour should end so you can be there." He nods and smiles kissing me, "I promise i won't be gone long and i will stop them soon." I look at him in amazement, this is the Austin i remember and the Austin i fell in love with. This is the Austin i want to marry and grow old with. I hope he sticks around.

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Aubrey woke up and was happy to see she got some new toys. Aiden is working on trying to walk. He is getting so close. I smile as i walk to the door and get the pizza and pay the guy. Walking back in i place the food in the kitchen and pick Aiden up and place him on my hip as i smile at Aubrey, "Are you ready for dinner?" She smiles and follows me and Aiden into the kitchen where Austin is already in the pizza. i smile and he looks at me all innocent. i laugh and he shrugs, "You know you love me." i laugh and sit down with the kids, "Yes i do baby, god help me." he laughs and takes a bite of pizza, "I'm not that bad."

After dinner we take the kids upstairs and put the kids to bed. I bathe Aubrey and Austin bathes Aiden. Aubrey looks up at me and smiles, "Momma, sing." I smile at my beautiful daughter and start to sing. "Baby you light up my world like nobody else,

The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed,

But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell,

You don't know,

Oh, oh,

You don't know you're beautiful."

She smiles and claps, "You good." i smile and lean down kissing her, "Thank you baby." I finish up and put her to bed and Austin comes in and smiles, "Just put him down but he wants him mom." I laugh and kiss Aubrey, "Night sweetie. i love you." "Night momma." i smile at how big she is getting and walk across the hall to my son's room. I walk in and pick him up and hug him close before kissing him. "I love you baby. Sleep tight and dream sweet dreams." He smiles at me and start to close his eyes as i put him in his bed. turning on his night light i walk outside and see Austin leaning against the wall smiling. He puts his arm around me and kisses me, "You are an amazing mom." i smile up at him, "Your a good dad." he laughs and leans in kissing me, "Thanks for trying baby but we both know i screwed that up a long time ago." I stop and shake my head, "Austin, you are a good dad. Yeah you screwed up at first but you are getting the hang of it and you are doing great. What matters is you are here now." He smiles and kisses me, "Have you thought about having more?" I sit on the bed and stare at him, "Austin, Aiden isn't even one yet." He smiles, "He will be in like three months." I nod, "Yeah, he is growing up so quick." He smiles and kisses me, "Do you want more one day?" i smile and nod, "Yeah one day but i want to finish school." He nods and lays down with me in his arms, "I love you Ally." I smile, "I love you too Austin." He looks at me quickly, "You really are okay with me doing this tour?" I nod and kiss his chest, "I want you to enjoy your dream baby. All i ever wanted was for you to be happy." He smiles, "I am happy baby. I am happy here with you, i could be here for the rest of my life and be happy." I smile at him, "I love you ." He holds me a little tighter, "I love you too Ally, more than you know. Night."

Happy New Year. I wanted to get this out before i fall asleep. I hope you have an amazing year. I also hope you enjoyed the chapter.

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