Life changes.

If i can't have you

The record company wants Alex and Austin to go on tour together. Alex went over huge, videos were posted on the Internet from his performance and they were a hit. Quickly Alex is becoming the new Internet sensation. Austin and I ended up getting new cars. Austin got a cadillac escalade and I ended up with a KIA sportage. I love my new SUV and I don't think I want a regular car again. Austin seems to love his escalade, he loves to drive anywhere I need him too now.

Austin and I got in a huge fight when tour came back up.

FLASHBACK

Austin comes in, "Baby,I need to tell you something." I walk into the living room and sit on the couch next to him. "What's wrong Austin?" He turns to look at me, "Jimmy wants me to do a mini tour with Alex." I stare at him as everything enters my head. Jimmy wants Alex and Austin to leave me. Could I do this on my own? I don't think I could. I stare at him, "What did you say?" He shrugs, "I am thinking about it." Did he just say what I think he said? "You are thinking about it?" He nods and I lose it standing up and facing it, "Are you fucking kidding me?" He looks at me all calm, "Ally, I am only thinking about it. It would only be at the most two months." I shake my head, "I don't fucking care how long it is, I thought you wanted to be here for the kids, for me,for our family." He stands up and stares at me, "Ally, you know I would do anything for you and the kids." I shake my head, "What the fuck ever Austin." I turn and walk away.

FLASHBACK ENDS

I still really haven't talked to Austin since that day. It has been about two weeks. I just can't believe he is thinking about leaving again. Alex was a total different story when he came over that night for dinner.

FLASHBACK

"Ally, I don't want to go on tour." I look at him like he is crazy, "Your first tour, you don't want to go?" He shakes his head as I sit down next to him at the table, " Why don't you want to go?" He shrugs, "I didn't expect to become famous, I don't want that. I just wanted to have fun and see what it was like. I don't mind singing and writing songs, I loved that part but I don't want to tour."I put my hand on his, " Alex, this is a once in a lifetime opportunity." He smiles, "I don't care. I made a promise and I plan to keep it." I stare at him and he pulls me in for a hug, "I will not leave you again." I smile slightly as he pushes me away lightly and walks away to play with Aubrey.

FLASHBACK ENDS

Austin is at the house with the kids and I am driving to meet Alex at the mall to finish some shopping I need to do for the kids. I pull into the parking lot and see the famous jeep. I see a spot next to it and park next to the jeep. I get out and see Alex get out and come around to my new car. He whistles, "Nice." He walks around and looks at it, "This is really nice Ally, I like it." I smile, "Yeah, I love it. Austin has a escalade that he likes." Alex throws his arm over my shoulders as we walk into the mall.

"So how is Austin doing with you giving him the cold shoulder?" I shrug as i look at the pink clothes, "He hasn't said anything. We talk when we have to not more." Alex holds up an adorable pink shirt with a black ribbon. "Ally, you need to talk to did say he was only thinking about it." I shrug and walk away as he follows, "You know he loves to tour, that is when he feels the most alive and himself." i nod and look at him as i sigh, "i know but i thought he was done with this. Its not like we need the money, we could live happy and comfortable for a long time with what we have. He keeps leaving his family for people who don't know him and he don't know." Alex starts to say something and i shake my head, "i know it is only a few months but he will miss a lot in Aiden's life during those months. Aiden deserves his dad, I didn't let him know about Aubrey and that was my fault but he knew about Aiden and it's like he is doing the same mistake again."

Alex puts his arm around my shoulder and pulls me into him, "Sweetie, you know he might end up going, right?" i nod against his side. "I will be here for you." i smile up at him, "Thank you." I push away and finish my shopping. i get hungry and look at Alex, "Let's go to the food court." He laughs and nods as we head to the food court.