Blood Lust

Ch.55

The next morning I woke up to Haruto crying. Nemuri brought him over to me and I started to feed him. I was still really weak so I couldn't hold him up properly so she had to help.

"How are you feeling?" She asked and I shrugged.

"I don't know I'm really tired and weak kinda depressed." I said and she nodded.

"Hopefully you'll get out soon. Then I can watch him while you get some rest." She said and I nodded.

"I would appreciate that. Where's Izuku?" I asked. As Haruto finished.

"Went to work to try and get some time off." She said and I rolled my eyes.

"Wow takes me to have a kid for him to take time off." I growled.

"I know Y/n." She said and I laid Haruto down on his back on the bed in between my legs. I have been out of it so this is the first time I'm really looking at him. He opened his green eyes and looked up at me. He then smiled and babbled words I couldn't understand. I smiled at him his small hands gripping my fingers. I felt something snap in me.

"Nemuri." I whispered still looking at him.

"Yes." She said looking over.

"Would you be mad if I decided to leave." I asked playing with his tiny hands.

"Leave what are you talking about Y/n?" She asked and I looked up at her tears in my eye.

"I can't stay here Nemuri. If word gets out I had Izukus baby so many villains with come after him. Plus the enemies I already have. I can just go start a new life somewhere with him. Not to far maybe the other side of Japan." I cried to her.

"Ok I understand that but what about Izuku?" She asked and I sighed.

"Oh please as soon as work starts back up that's all he will be doing. He ignored me when I was pregnant I doubt he will put work to the side. I also don't think it's going to work out with us anymore." I said.

"I understand but I don't agree with this." She said and I nodded.

"You don't have to agree. I thought about it since Izuku never called or answered my text. Emiko found me a nice place with two bedrooms and she already bought it. Actually they are moving my stuff now." I said and she sighed. My phone then rang. It was Izuku. I answered and put it on speaker.

"Hey Y/n." He said and obviously something was
up.

"Hey whats up?" I asked and looked at Nemuri.

"I talk to the agency and I can't get off work. So I don't know if I will be able to help out." He said.

"Ok." I said and hung up on him. He immediately tried to call me back which I ignored.

"See it's not going to work out." I grumbled at her. She sighed.

"Ok I see." She said.

Later the doctor said I could leave and we did. Izuku never came back from the office. I sent him a picture of Haruto in his onesie and he never said anything about it.

That day me and Haruto made it to our new home.

Everyone left us be since this is actually really hard for me except Nemuri who stayed to help. Haruto was asleep so I put him in his crib and I went to the kitchen. Nemuri going to take a shower.

Emiko had already gotten everything I could ever need so I made a simple sandwich. Then my phone rang. I answered it.

"Y/n were are you?" Izuku asked and I sighed looking at the time. 12 o'clock at night.

"I don't know if I want to tell you Izuku." I said and he growled.

"Y/n why did you leave like that?" He said and I started crying.

"Izuku I just. I don't think it's going to work anymore." I whimpered.

"Why Y/n?" He asked.

"Because let me guess you're just getting home right? Izuku your work is your life I'm not going to get in the way of that." I cried and he growled.

"So you run off with my SON!" He yelled.

"Whoa Izuku. When I was pregnant you said I could call you at anytime and you would be there for anything. I did call and you never answered because of work. I'm not taking him away from you. I didn't change anything so if you really want to be with us more then work then you are going to have to put in effort." I cried.

"I don't want to do this but it's necessary. I have enemies there and you make a new one everyday. So I left. There are things that are more important then work." I said and Haruto started crying.

"Look we are safe and he is definitely safe with me. We are done until you can figure things out or you find us. I'm sorry I love you." I hung up and went to get Haruto.

I picked him up as I cried. I rocked back and forth as he stopped crying.

"It's just us Haruto. Just us." I cried.

The next day

Izuku kept calling me. I ignored it.

I sat in the bath holding Haruto against me as I washed him. He laughed as I did. I smelled his head since he still smells like a newborn. The smell is addictive. I kissed his head that had curly black hair.

I heard my phone ring again and I just sighed. I watched as he splashed in the water. I smiled.

After the bath I put him in something cute and I brought him to the living room. I put him on the floor on his back so he could look up at the toys that hung above him. I gave him a toy and went to the kitchen.

I watched him from the kitchen as I made something small to eat. He played happily and I smiled.

Maybe I did make the right choice.