Ch.36

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It's been two days. The girls all confirmed it and I didn't know what to do. I was in jail so does it still count as cheating?

I didn't know but my heart hurt to look at him to kiss him to sleep next to him.

I sat watching him cook. Everyone had left to go hangout somewhere but we stayed for a little date I guess but I couldn't keep quiet anymore.

"Izuku." I whispered not looking at him.

"Yes darling." He said continuing what he was doing. I sighed sadly.

"What happened with you and Toga?" I got it out before I backed out. He froze up only further confirming it. I shakily sighed looking down at the table hands in my hair.

"Oh my god." I whispered to myself tears falling from my eye.

"Who told you?" He said as he turned everything off to focus on the conversation.

"The girls they all did. How far did you go?" I asked looking up at him. He looked sad and wouldn't make eye contact with me.

"No you didn't." I said more tears falling.

"Let me explain." He said shakily.

"Oh my god. I let you touch me I let you oh my god." I cried getting up. I went to the couch and leaned on the back of it. He walked over to me.

"It didn't mean anything I promise." He whimpered and I shook my head.

"She tried to gut me and kill you Izuku and you fuck her? Then you go not saying anything about it and let your filthy hands touch me." I cried starting to shake.

"Y/n I swear it wasn't anything and that was so long ago." He whimpered and I laughed.

"What like right when I left long ago?" I asked and he shook his head.

"No like in the middle of the year and just once. I haven't touched anyone else since. Plus it was the only thing she asked for to let us help her. I didn't even like it she's fucking crazy." He whimpered and I just shook my head.

"I put my heart in your hands Izuku. You know I don't trust a lot of people with that and you." I cried. I heard a thud and looked over. Izuku was crying worse then me on his knees. I gasped grabbing his face making him stand.

"Izuku! Your the next symbol of peace don't you dare get on your knees for anyone even me." I growled at him. He shook his head pushing my hands away. He got back down in his knees.

"Y/n please I'm so sorry. Hit me, yell at me, beat me to death do whatever you want I won't be upset. Just please give me another chance." He cried hard gripping my shirt.

"I know you hate it sometimes when I do stuff like this but you are worth getting on my knees for Y/n please." He cried even harder witch I didn't think was possible. I just looked down at him.

"Please I won't talk to her anymore or any other girl if you want." He cried and I just sighed.

"You won't do it again?" I whispered as he looked up at me. His green eyes almost bloodshot from how hard he was crying.

"I won't ever only with you I promise." He cried. Gripping me tightly. I thought about it.

"It's the only way she would let you change her life right?" I asked and he nodded furiously.

"Yes yes and it was more like a fight then anything look." He said standing lifting his shirt.

"She cut me. Here, here, and here." He pointed at fresh scars on his chest and stomach.

"I'm definitely not doing that again." He said dropping his shirt. I thought more about it.

"Fine. You get another chance. But this doesn't mean I forgive you. If it happens again I'm leaving not only you but this place also." I said and he sighed.

"Of course I understand." He said. It was quiet for a second.

"Can I give you a hug?" He asked and I nodded. He hesitated a bit as he hugged me gently.

"I'm sorry." He whispered. I hugged him back even tho I didn't want to. I cried into his shoulder. We then heard a door open.

"Y/n." I heard Erasers voice. I let go of Izuku to look at him.

"What?" I whimpered seeing he held a peace of paper.

"I know this isn't the best time but here." He said handing me the paper.

"I tried everything to stop it. Read it out loud." He said and I nodded wiping my tears away before looking at the paper.

"Dear Aizawa
Do to Y/ns arrest and release. We believe she is not working on the project anymore." I paused reading a little ahead. I sighed a shaky breath. Izuku noticed putting a hand on my shoulder. I cried hard and I couldn't finish reading it. Izuku took the letter and read the rest.

"Do to her release we had no need to push back Stains execution.
This morning at 8Am Stain was executed by lethal injection." He said making it more real.

"Oh Y/n." He whispered and I fell to the floor. Him and Eraser coming with. I was stunned as a steady stream of tears fell. My head slightly twitched do to stress.

"Y/n?" Izuku said but I couldn't answer.

"Midoriya take her to your room. Make sure she doesn't do anything stupid." Eraser said standing. He then left.

"Can I touch you Y/n?" He asked knowing I was still upset with him. I nodded softly. He helped me stand and picked me up.

We got to his room and he set me down.

"Do you need anything?" He asked.

"I um a ice pack." I said and he got up quickly. He came back with one. He handed it to me and I put it on my neck trying to stop the twitching.

"I'm so sorry for everything that's happened today Y/n." He said sitting next to me.

"I just wish I could have said something before." I cried. He put a arm around my shoulders and hugged me to his chest.

"You want me to leave? I know you're still mad at me." He said and I gripped his shirt.

"Please don't." I whimpered.

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