After that I avoided everyone. Except one person who I couldn't avoid even if I wanted to. Midoriya had been following me around like a lost puppy. I didn't mind he understood that I didn't want to talk.
Of course the girls tried to include me in things but I didn't want any part of it. I just didn't feel like I belonged anymore. I sighed watching everyone talking to each other and laughing. I sighed sneaking to my room.
When I got in my room I sat on the floor looking out the balcony. The lights in my room off. I sat looking at the stars.
Me and Stain would be eating dinner on a roof top right now. I didn't think I would miss living on the street so much. I looked over to my pictures that I have. I looked at Stain and then my mom. They both would be disappointed in me right now. I laidback on the floor and curled in a ball.
Maybe sister is right.
Later that night.
I was sitting on the couch lost in thought about the nightmare I had. I haven't slept well in a while. I didn't want to sleep I didn't want my mind to torment me again. So I just sat in the common room waiting until I had to get dressed for school. Even though it was 1 in the morning. I sighed before hearing footsteps. They went to the kitchen. I stayed quiet not wanting to talk.
The footsteps soon came to the couch.
"Y/n? What are you doing?" Midoriya asked. I just shrugged.
"Shouldn't you be asleep?" He said and I just shrugged again. He sat next to me.
"Did you want to try and sleep in my room?" He asked and I shook my head.
"What can I do to help Y/n?" He asked and I shrugged again tears coming to my eyes.
"Y/n." He said pulling me into a hug.
"How about we try and sleep down here?" He asked and I just nodded.
We got comfortable on the couch. Before falling asleep. My head on his chest.
I only slept a hour. I woke up and sat up. I looked down at Midoriya who was fast asleep. He looked cute. I smiled to myself before getting up. I went upstairs and changed into my gym stuff. Before going to the school gym.
I walked in and pulled my shirt over my head. I stood in my sports bra looking at the punching bag. I shook my hands before punching it.
I was at it for a while every punch making me angry enough to kick it. Eventually I broke it and had to get another one. I saw a few people in the gym but I didn't pay them any mind as I continued.
30 minutes after class started.
I was to into what I was doing to look at the time.
"Y/n." I heard Erasers voice.
"What are you doing?" He asked as I just continued punching.
"What's it look like?" I asked he rolled his eyes.
"You're supposed to be in class." He said and I growled.
"Look Eraser I'm trying to get everything out ok. It's this or I run away or worse ok. I don't know what to tell you I don't fit in here." I said going to take a sip of water.
"Y/n you just need to try with the other students you might make more friends." Eraser said and I growled throwing my water at him.
"That's stupid! They all look at me in fear you can't tell me they don't! Especially my sister. I am here to train fake hero's that's enough for me I am NOT sitting in a room with her!" I yelled.
Eraser sighed."Y/n come on we all know this is more then just that." He said and I laughed.
"News flash Eraser it's not the first time someone has told me to kill my self I will get over it. Your not my dad or anything so don't scold me like I'm a child! I'm here that's all that matters. I have been on my own for what feels like forever I don't need someone to care about my mental health now! I'm already fucked." I said looking at the ground noticing my knuckles are bleeding.
"Y/n." Eraser sighed.
"No just fuck off I'm not going to leave I just don't want to be in class today." I said and he nodded.
"Alright at least check in ever three hours and get your knuckles healed up." He said before leaving. I sighed picking up my water bottle. I looked at it. Something was missing in my life and I just can't put my finger on it. My skin has been crawling to use my quirk.
I grabbed my things and left the gym. I went to the dorms to take a shower.
I sighed in the shower. Watching the blood from my knuckles wash away. I growled frustrated my blood physically pounding in my veins. It kinda hurt but it also made me feel like I need to do something. I closed my eyes putting my head against the wall. Only one thought popping in my head.
Kill.
Emiko POV
"Bakugo hey can I talk to you?" I asked him.
"Na I was instructed to check on your sister." He said before walking away.
I hate myself why can't I just come out and say it. So pathetic can't even tell the guy I love that I love him.
Bakugo POV
I wasn't told to check on Y/n but I sure was. I saw her in the gym she looked conflicted and upset. After our fight she definitely earned my respect.
Y/n POV
I sat in my room my hands shaking. I know what I need but I can't. This is so frustrating. I watched my hands shake before there was a knock on my door.
"Come in." I said and the door opened. Green hair coming in.
"Oh hey Midoriya." I said looking at him.
"Hey are you feeling better?" He asked sitting next to me.
"To be honest I feel worse." I said and he looked at my hands before taking them in his.
"How?" He asked and I laughed.
"You wouldn't understand." I said looking at my hands.
"Try me." He said and I sighed.
"Ok well if you want to leave after you can." He nodded.
"Um well basically killing is like a drug for me at least. I haven't gone this long without it so my quirk is getting ansi. It feels gross my blood having a mind of it's own." I said not wanting to look at him.
"Oh maybe you should try something else to satisfy it." He said playing with my fingers.
"Like what?" I laughed as he shrugged.
"I don't know." He said smiling at me.
"I'm surprised you haven't ran off yet." I said tangling our fingers together.
"I know you won't hurt me Y/n. You have had plenty of times to do it and you haven't." He said.
"Yeah you're right." I said looking at our hands. I smiled and laid my head on his shoulder as my hands still slightly shook.
It was quiet as he laid his head on mine.
"Tomorrow is your sisters birthday so I guess it's yours also right?" He asked and I sighed.
"Yeah unfortunately." I grumbled.
"Did you want anything for your birthday? Maybe I can convince Aizawa to let you out and we can go do something." He said and I smiled.
"Just me and you?" I asked.
"Y-yes." He said.
"That sounds nice Midoriya." I said not noticing how red his face was.
Later as me and Midoriya hung out Bakugo stopped by for a few minutes asking how my training went. Then yelling at me to wrap my hands up.
It was weird and I was confused but I didn't mind.
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Blood Lust
RomansaY/n and her family are rich. Her sister apparently got her quirk first and her parents were so happy when that happened they didn't really think about Y/n until a day after. After a while they had just assumed she was quirkless. After a bad car acc...