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Chapter Seven

Chapter Seven

9:34p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I'm really really really nervous about what they have to say Ash.

9:35p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I'm just freaking out in general. I can't calm down.

9:36p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: my whole body is just shaking and I can't stop it.

9:37p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I just don't know what to do. I know I keep repeating myself but I'm just scared.

9:38p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I'm scared of what they're going to tell me.

9:39p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I'm scared of what I'm going to have to have done.

9:40p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I'm scared of how it's going to affect everything.

9:41p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I'm scared of what I'm going to give up.

9:42p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I'm scared of the future.

9:43p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I'm just scared.

9:44p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: so yeah, that's all that's going on in my head right now. Nothing else. I can't think of anything else.

9:45p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: and when people ask me what I'm thinking I just say nothing and give them the most fake smile I can muster.

9:46p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: but it must work because they just shrug it off.

9:47p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: hopefully I can keep that smile on though. Even if it's fake it's better than nothing.

9:48p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: and I'm scared that when it slips off, all helps going to break lose.

9:49p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: goodnight ash xx

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This is the only one for tonight. I'm not really up for updating this either. Hopefully you guys read the message I put up and I hope you guys understand.

ILYSM!

SWAG ON!

~ TJ xoxoxoxo