Chapter Thirty Five

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Chapter Thirty Five

2:09a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I still have insomnia

2:10a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I hate the fact that I can't sleep anymore

2:11a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: and when I do, I'm woken up about 2 hours later :(

2:12a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: life sucks

2:13a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: life just sucks for me Ashy...

2:14a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I just don't know how to fix it

2:15a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: nobody around me can fix it

2:16a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I doubt there is anyone in this world that can fix my life

2:17a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I'm always going to be broken

2:18a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: broken and alone

7:33a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: OMG!!!

7:34a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I fell asleep!

7:35a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: That is the longest I have slept in about a week

7:36a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: maybe I'm getting rid of the insomnia

7:37a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: i really doubt that but maybe it's getting a little bit better

7:38a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: but I have to go back to school today

7:39a.m

'@Milly_on_pointe: at least I only have a few weeks left

7:40a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: next week is when finals start

7:41a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: so then I won't have to go to school after I graduate in three weeks.

7:42a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I'll be allowed to put weight on my knee but I doubt it will be good enough for me to walk up

7:43a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: like every other normal person in our school

7:44a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: yeah, I'm always going to be different now

7:45a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: but at least I won't have to see them after

7:46a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I'll be free to be alone and sad

7:47a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I won't have to worry about people seeing me cry

7:48a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: that's seems to be all I do lately.

7:49a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: cry

7:50a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I just don't know how to stop crying.

7:51a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I'm just sad all the time you know.

7:52a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I just always feel empty and sad

7:53a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: and there's nothing I can do about it...

Ugh guys. I'm so sorry that I haven't updated in ages. I just have been busy and stuff with school. Sorry guys.

And I know that in Australia we do the HSC but just pretend that we don't. It's fiction so I can do what I want so...

I saw Pitch Perfect 2 and OMG!! It was freakin' amaze balls. I'm not even joking guys, go and see it. It is so awesome.

ILYSM!

SWAG ON!

~ TJ xoxoxoxo

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