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Chapter Twenty Two

Chapter Twenty Two

2:37p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I got in trouble from the nurses for staying up so late.

2:38p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: but it's not my fault I can't sleep.

2:39p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: It's not my fault that my knee is so painful that I can't keep my eyes closed for one second without groaning in agony

2:40p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: it's not my fault that my mind is always racing with thoughts about everything.

2:41p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: about what's going to happen when I leave the hospital

2:42p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: about how long I'm going to be in here for

2:43p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: about how I'm going to cope without 'it'

2:44p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: about how I'm going to keep that fake smile on my face everyday so I don't make other people worry

2:45p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: about if you'll ever answer

2:46p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: about if you did answer would I still write down all my emotions and send them to you

2:47p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: it's not my fault that these thoughts are keeping me awake

2:48p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: it's not my fault that the nurses come in every hour to check on me so when I'm finally about it fall asleep they open the door and wake me up

2:49p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: it's not my fault that it's noisy outside, even five stories in the air at night

2:50p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: it's not m fault that my sleeping patterns are mixed up

2:51p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: it's not my fault that a certain blonde, curly haired boy is on my mind all the time

2:52p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: it's not my fault that all I can think about is you and how being able to write these messages to you has helped me

2:53p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: not a lot but a little.

2:54p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: you've saved me Ash, you just don't know it

Second chapter for tonight. I feel like I'm on a roll. One more chapter then I'm off to bed!

ILYSM!

SWAG ON!

~ TJ xoxoxoxo