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Chapter Nineteen

Chapter Nineteen

3:27p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: omg, my best friend just showed up with my other friends.

3:28p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: they weren't meant to come.

3:29p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: they weren't meant to see me like this.

3:30p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: they weren't meant to watch me cry.

3:31p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: they asked me how I was doing and I just started crying so they sort of got sent out so I could calm down.

3:32p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I don't know how I'm going to face them tomorrow when they come back.

3:33p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: the only time I have cried in front of them was when I hurt my knee.

3:34p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I didn't want them to see me. I really didn't want them to visit.

3:35p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: because I knew that I would cry in front of them

3:36p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I knew that they would have to see me cry.

3:37p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: and it happened.

3:38p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: and now I feel like when they come back it will be awkward.

3:39p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: and I will feel weaker around them.

3:40p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I will feel different around them, knowing that they have seen me at my lowest point.

3:41p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I really need someone Ashy.

3:42p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: someone who will understand

3:43p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: someone I can tell all my emotions

3:44p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: someone who will not judge me if I break down right there in their arms

3:45p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: someone who will listen

3:46p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: someone like you Ashy.

Sorry I haven't updated today :/

ILYSM!

SWAG ON!

~ TJ xoxoxoxo