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Chapter Thirty Six

Chapter Thirty Six

9:24a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: fudge Ash.

9:25a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I can't even

9:26a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I'm just over it

9:27a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I was over it ages ago but now I'm finally saying it out loud

9:28a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: everyone has been treating me differently all week.

9:29a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I don't know what to do to stop them

9:30a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: every time someone asks me if I'm okay, I literally cringe

9:31a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: but there's nothing I can do about it

9:32a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: they just keep asking even when I tell them to stop

9:33a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I'm just sick and tired of it.

9:34a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: all of it

9:35a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: they all ask me of I'm okay but maybe that can't see past the mask I've put on

9:36a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I'm just hiding behind a mask

9:37a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: a mask that shows every feeling but hides the real feelings

9:38a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: behind the mask I'm more hurt, more sad, more broken, more lonely, but I don't want them to see that

9:39a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I only want them to see a little bit of hurt.

9:40a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I only want them to see a little bit of sadness.

9:41a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I hide the other feelings though, I don't want people to know how lonely I am.

9:42a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: it's hard though Ashy

9:43a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I don't know how much longer this mask will shield everything

9:44a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: one day it's just going to crumble down and I'll be left there

9:45a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: unprotected

9:46a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: scared

9:47a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: yeah, pretty much.

9:48a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: you are the only one who knows my real feelings.

9:49a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I trust you to not tell anyone

9:40a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: don't break that trust Ash

9:41a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: of you break it, I won't be able to trust anyone.

9:42a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: and I don't think I will be able to trust again...

Next chapter. We're getting closer to chapter 40 guys. Exciting!!!

ILYSM!

SWAG ON!

~ TJ xoxoxoxo