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Chapter Forty

Chapter Forty

5:02p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: they put it back on

5:03p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: they put the stupid thing back on!

5:04p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I can't do it anymore Ash

5:04p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: it's getting bad and no one has noticed

5:05p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: every night I sit in my room and cry

5:06p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: and no one has seemed to realize how bad it actually is

5:07p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I feel like at least one person should know how bad it is

5:08p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I feel like at least one person should know exactly how I feel

5:09p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I feel like at least one person should know exactly what is going on

5:10p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I tried to tell you this earlier but I just couldn't bring myself to do it

5:11p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I felt ashamed

5:12p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I felt like I had let you down

5:13p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: and you know what?

5:14p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I think those thoughts killed me just a little bit more inside

5:15p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: but I'm finally going to tell you

5:16p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: you deserve to know

5:17p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: you know everything else about me

5:18p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: every feeling

5:19p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: when every tear was shed

5:20p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: why every tear was shed

5:21p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: you know more than me friends did and you've never even talked to me

5:22p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: so you deserve to know this one last thing

5:23p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: because after this, I don't think I will write these messages again

5:24p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: they helped before but now I'm just too far past being fixed

5:25p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: so I'm going to tell you and leave you

5:26p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I drew scars on my wrists

5:27p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: my wrists are no longer pure and white anymore

5:28p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: they're an mess of fresh scars that I made

5:29p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: thanks for being here Ash

5:30p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I love you, goodbye xx

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH MY FREAKIN' GOD! AJGFKJSJFDJFDJHDUFJVN!!!

*SIGH* I am just so ecstatic! You guys don't even know. Now just hold on for the next chapter guys.

ILYSM!

SWAG ON!

~ TJ xoxoxoxo