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Chaptet Three

Chapter Three

11:14a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: hey Ash

11:15a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: my Physio is sending me down to Melbourne next week to see a specialist.

11:16a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I didn't think it would lead to this.

11:17a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I didn't think it was this bad.

11:18a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I don't know if I should be scared.

11:19a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: upset

11:19a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: annoyed

11:20a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: or another feeling.

11:21a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I suppose I'm just a bit lost at the moment. I don't know what to do, what to feel.

11:22a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: not that it matters to you. You probably don't read these anyway so it doesn't matter what I write.

11:23a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: maybe I should ignore the internet for a while. Maybe I should just forget about everything.

11:24a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: cause what if I go up there and they tell me bad news. I would have spent my week on the Internet.

11:25a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: cause that's all I really do. Other than school and other activities, I just sit in the dark on social media

11:26a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I don't know why but I just prefer to be alone a lot of the time.

11:27a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: yeah, I have heaps of friends that I love hanging with but most of the time I just want to be alone and I don't know why.

11:28a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I just do.

11:29a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: but maybe being alone right now isn't the best idea.

11:30a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: when I'm alone I tend to think about things. And tbh I don't want my mind wandering off right now.

11:31a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: it will only lead to me being stressed. Or really upset. It will just trigger unneeded emotions.

11:32a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: but then again, if I go out in public, what if I break down in front of all those people?

11:33a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I'm scared to even tell my best friend about this and I don't know why.

11:34a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: it's just a trip to Melbourne, right?

11:35a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: yeah. That's all it is. Nothing is gonna happen. I'm just going to Melbourne to see a doctor. That's all.

11:36a.m

@Milly_on_pointe: okay I have to go. I'm starting to freak out. See yah later Ash. Stay strong ily x

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Here is the last chapter for today!

Anyway, I'm gonna go to bed now.

ILYSM!

SWAG ON!

~ TJ xoxoxoxo