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Chapter Twenty Seven

Chapter Twenty Seven

2:34p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: wow, I've been here for three weeks and now I'm finally on my way home.

2:35p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I don't know what to expect tbh.

2:36p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: my dad and my siblings went home four days after my operation so I don't really know what they've been doing.

2:37p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I think I'll be glad to be sleeping in my own bed

2:38p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: but, things are going to be so different when I get back home.

2:39p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: it will be so strange not going to there every day for class.

2:40p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: instead, I'll be stuck inside and not walking.

2:41p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I'm not allowed to walk on it for another three weeks then I can start doing exercises and walking on it a little bit.

2:42p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: but I don't know if I'm ready to walk.

2:43p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I feel like everyone will be expecting me to be all better and walking like a boss when I'm finally allowed to

2:44p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I don't think they realise how hard it will be for me.

2:45p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I'm going to be stuck using my crutches to walk for the next month after it.

2:46p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: and then I will be limping like an old man for a long time after that.

2:47p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: that's what the dr said and you have to believe the dr don't you?

2:48p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I don't know what I'm going to do.

2:49p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I think I'm just genuinely scared Ashy.

2:50p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: school is going to be hard for me.

2:51p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I barely talk as it is anymore, what if the teachers call on me for a question?

2:52p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: maybe I'll have to get my mum to tell them that I don't really talk any more.

2:53p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: just so that don't call on me because if everyone is staring at me, I think I will just start crying.

2:54p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I don't know what to do Ash.

2:55p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: the dr diagnosed me with depression last week :(

2:56p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: my mum told him about it so he checked me out. I'm on antidepressants but I don't think they are working.

2:57p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: they just make me feel different from everyone else and they don't seem to make me any happier.

2:58p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: so that's my life's story for the moment.

2:59p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: depressed and injured me is messaging a guy who will never see it, hoping that it will make her feel better.

3:00p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: yeah, nope. not working at all.

3:01p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I'm still depressed. I don't know what will make me happy again Ash.

3:02p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: ttyl Ash. I'm going to sleep on it... I love you xx

This is the longest chapter in this book so far I think. It's like 455 words! :)

ILYSM!

SWAG ON!

~ TJ xoxoxoxo