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Chapter Thirty One

Chapter Thirty One

3:05p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I'm finally awake Ashy

3:06p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: and I was just told that I have to go to school tomorrow :(

3:07p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: And I don't think I'm ready for that Ash

3:08p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: every time I think about it, my heart starts to beat faster

3:09p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: my palms get sweaty

3:10p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: my breathing increases

3:11p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I am really, genuinely scared of going back...

3:12p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: everyone will treat me differently

3:13p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I know that I'm going to be shutting them out

3:14p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I haven't really talked much to anyone at all lately

3:15p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: so I can tell you now that I won't be saying much to any of them

3:16p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I mean, I don't really WANT to shut them out

3:17p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: but I know I'm going to do it anyway, whatever the consequences

3:18p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: they will probably do whatever they can to get me to talk to them but I'm not going to

3:19p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I probably won't even talk to my best friend

3:20p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I'm probably going to go and sit alone, somewhere where they can't find me

3:21p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: somewhere where I can be alone, to think, to cry

3:22p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I know you would probably tell me not to cry but I can't help it.

3:23p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: this is really hard for me Ash

3:24p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: it's hard for me to not cry whenever I'm alone

3:25p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: it's hard for me to be happy

3:26p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: like I said, I'm clinically depressed now

3:27p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: no one can make me happy anymore

3:28p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: nothing can make me happy anymore

3:29p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I feel empty all the time

3:30p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I feel lonely

3:31p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I feel sad

3:32p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: this isn't something I can just get over Ash

3:33p.m

@Milly_on_pointe: I think I'm to far away to be brought back.

I'm going to be updating probably six chapters to day since I missed yesterday. I don't even know why I missed updating yesterday...

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