ZaDR Oneshots (Invader Zim)

Mutual Destruction PT1

Sunmary:

At some point Dib has to wonder...

Why hasn't him or Zim killed each other yet?

Also Dib gets a little unhinged and opts for mutual destruction just to get rid of Zim!

P.S: Dib is suffering from Addiction to Near Death and will be doing very self destructive things to himself like self harm so yeahhhhh.... You've been warned.

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If the metallic pointed spider leg hovering just inches above his head arched ready to stab his head scared Dib anymore he couldn't tell. Fights like these had just became that familiar and painfully numbing to him that Dib is pretty sure he doesn't know how to feel fear anymore.

The glowing crimson gem bug like eyes on the green abomination mocked him even with has hands wrapped around tightly around it's small throat. Though the invader is far to gone in fight or flight mode for it to register that he wouldn't die from being chocked to death since the invader lacked lungs and treated it as a death threat regardless.

Dib's back was being pressed into the mossy forest floor from the weight of the small invader on top of him with his knee firmly pressing against the invader's stomach ready to kick the creature away at a moment noticed. Though they've kinda weirdly just froze in this state. Normally they just break apart and continue, but weirdly not this time.

Dib didn't break away from the situation like he normally does and the invader made no moves to take the human's life for that. So, they are up locked and tensed up in this position. Dib isn't even sure why he's not trying to just kick the alien off him right now and wonders if he's finally received a concussion so bad that he's lost his mind.

Yet, there was no thoughts in his head and no fear. Just the need to chock the alien out even if it meant the loss of his head. Yet, even his fingers stay still holding firm with the threat of chocking, but making no move to do so. As if the threat enough should be enough, when he knows better.

Any normal person, would of clawed and batted at the hands around their throat. Not Zim. Zim's hands also had found their way wrapped around the throat of the human beneath him. Pressing just as firmly against the throat as Dib has pressing against the invader's throat. Yet, Dib's pulse is far to relaxed today.

Even the two knees of the smaller Irken pressing painfully into Dib's gut didn't make him move a muscle. Their breathing was erratic and came off in heavy pants as they stared at the other with wild crazed eyes.

It be so easy for Zim to just kill Dib right now. The alien must know that, because even Dib was slightly aware of it himself. Though the alien wasn't taking the opening given to him as if he didn't trust it as if it was a trap.

"Do it." Dib's voice finally croaked out of his throat and the invader's antennae responded by finally moving instead of standing still.

"Do.... What?" Zim asked as if it wasn't obvious what the human was asking for.

"Kill me." Dib dared him.

The words hung heavy in the air. A loaded gun. A challenge. Normal Zim wouldn't think to much about these things and agree. Today was different. Today it almost felt like... Like his rival wants to die. It was a weird sensation and thing to ponder.

Surely it must be a trap right? Surely it's not this easy? Surely his rival hasn't given up? Zim had the weird urge to remind the human why he's in this situation to begin with as if that will snap the human out of it's weird state of mind.