Love isn't always enough A Jordan Knight/ Joey McIntyre fanfic

Chapter 51: a father's love

Joey is an amazing dad, he absolutely adores the twins. He makes sure that both Stefan and Michelle get attention as well.

As I watch him hold our daughter, the feeling is something I can't even describe. He takes Michelle and Stefan to school so he gets time with them.

His smile makes my heart melt, I love this man. I really love this man. I had never planned on having four kids, but that's how many we were blessed with. 

When he returned from Australia, he went out and purchased a brand new Cadillac Escalade and a new booster seat for Stefan. 

We mainly spend our time feeding babies and children, giving kids baths, changing diapers, and being covered in spit up but I wouldn't change our life for anything. 

The twins are one month old; we are so blessed. Joey is getting his vasectomy in two days, and My tubal is scheduled for next week. 

We have our beautiful family. I gave both of my husbands two children, and we are happy. Evie is getting really close to her due date. 

Jordan said she is so mean when she's pregnant, I swear she is the devil. We laughed, but I think he was serious. When I see her, all she is doing is griping about Jordan never being there or doing anything. 

Most time, Jordan will call and be like hey, can I come to visit the kids? I need a break. He will come over and hang out with the kids, go to the playroom, and sometimes he sits here with us and holds the babies.

Everyone is uncle and aunt. Jordan's mom, sisters, and brothers still come over every week to visit. They will be like you two go get cleaned up. We will watch the kids for you. 

It's about the only time Joe and I have alone together is in the shower. It seems like someone is always coming over to visit. Don't get me wrong, the company is great, but sometimes we just need time to ourselves. 

They have all been a huge help. Joey's sisters came over the other day and cleaned our house, told us to go nap and get showered. Which we gladly accepted. Twins are a lot of work, and it's like they have their feedings and changes timed perfectly. 

When Griff is fed and changed and sleeping, then Kira will start crying, and it's like as soon as we get her finished, it's time to do Griffin again. They are really good babies; they only cry for feedings and diaper changes. 

They don't get cranky and haven't had any tummy aches. I can barely keep up with the breast milk demand from the twins. 

I wouldn't change a thing as I look at my husband, who is so sweet, sexy, and so happy with our family. He was so afraid before they were born that he wouldn't be able to be a good dad, but the minute they were born, he knew exactly what to do.

When he cried as he held our babies, my heart absolutely melted with him. I warned him to enjoy this time because before he knew it, they would be grown and doing things on their own. 

He has always been so supportive of me that most husbands would have made me remove my family pictures with Jordan and me, not mine. I have both wedding pictures hanging on the hall wall as you start up the stairs. 

He understands Jordan and I have a past, and he is fine with that. He knows that I am with him and fully devoted to him.

Joe and I have a deeper connection than Jordan and I did. Joe is very funny when Mark stops by, Mark will flirt with me, and it drives him crazy. Mark just laughs; he just got married, but he loves to aggravate Joey.

Last week, when he was here, he looked at me since he had seen me the week after the twins were born, and now I am almost back to my normal size. He raised his eyebrows and looks Joey dead in the eyes.