Our Lifeless Love (Ongoing)

Chapter seventy eight

GLEYAR

WHEN I OPENED my eyes I was already in unfamiliar place. My heart beat so fast when I realize I was once again in the place where Jeren rescued me but ended up dying because of me. I close my eyes as I tried to wake up because maybe I'm just dreaming.

I hoped it was.

"Sorry to inform you, but it's not"

I open my eyes and look at her. Her eyes was ice cold and even her presence is freezing me. A tears formed in my eyes as I tried to open my mouth but something was covering it, I even tried to move my hands but when I look at it, it was tied in the corner of the bed. even my feet were locked. 

kinadina niya ako sa kamang pang hospital. 

Why, Vlea? 

Anong ginawa kong kasalanan para gawin mo 'to sa'kin?

Titig na titig ang luhaan kong mga mata sa malamig niyang mga mata. I know she can hear my thoughts kaya sinadya kong sabihin 'yon gamit ang aking isipan. She remain staring at me with those eyes and suddenly she smirked.

"It's not you that I need, Gley. But I do need something from you" Nag lakad siya paikot sa kama at hinawakan ang kadena sa mga paa ko "If I'm not mistaken kahit anong oras ay lalabas na ang sanggol sa t'yan mo...puwedeng ngayon or mamaya o bukas"

Mas lalo akong naiyak nang may maisip ako na gagawin niya. wala akong ibang hiniling kung hindi ang sana ay mali ako.

Lumawak ang pag ngiti niya "You really are smart" Her hands went to my stomach "Alam mo ba ang kasarian ng sanggol sa t'yan mo, Gley?"

Napapikit ako nang alisin niya ang nakatakip sa bibig ko. 

"Nagmamakaawa ako, huwag ang anak ko, please, Vlea..."

"You have a son, Gley" She smirked, ignoring the words I said.

But hearing what she said made me pause for a moment. I want to hugged my stomach to feel my baby. I felt happy when I heard the gender of my baby.

Jeren always wanted it to be a boy, but he also told me that if it's a girl he wanted to be a mini me. Yet here I am receiving the news in the same place where he save me and died because of me. I received the good news alone.

"Malusog at malakas ang sanggol sa t'yan mo, Gley. Better for my sacrifice, this is a good offer to the darkness"

I look at her with full of emotions. With my teary eyes I stared at her. My heart was beating so fast and I'm aware she could hear it. But despite of me being hopeless and weak in her sight, I couldn't see any guilt or empathy in her yes.

I didn't lost hope...

A part of me is saying that our Vlea is still there. That she's still there, she is still that Vlea who have the weakest and softest hard  even though her face won't say it because she has an intimidating aura, she have always been that girl who cannot afford to watch a film if the dog died in the end.

"I'm doing you a favor, Gley" she spoke after a long silence. She cross her arms as she wolf through the chair and sat there with her legs cross.

Ngayon ko lang napansin ang kasuotan niya.

Black leather jacket that really fits her a leather pants that shines through the light and a black boots. Her leather jacket is half zipper exposing her cleavage and a necklace that if I'm not mistaken...it's her dead boyfriend's necklace.