There's something I'd like to talk about.
Whenever I write this book there's not one moment when I have so many of these thoughts, like "why do I keep UPDATING the pasta's?"
I mean I don't mind. It's not like I'll delete it but I just...I don't know, It seems childish looking back at it. I'm always looking back and reading it all over again, thinking "This is stupid" and honestly, it is.
I've written this book for Entertainment and Laughs.
But overtime I get a comment or something like that or an inbox I get this.
"Oh my god i wish I lived with the cps" or "U live with them LUCKY"
But most of you lack to realize it; Creepypasta's aren't real.
I mean sure maybe they could be- but for all we know they aren't right now, and honestly for people to believe it I feel like the book is making it seem like it's actually real when it's not, and it's really only just for the fun of it and laughs.
And a lot of times when I think of it I just think of deleting this book.
And that Slenderman killing thing with those 2 girls wanting to be proxies and trying to kill there bff I mean...I'm always thinking about that. I'm always feeling like I'm only helping it happen again by writing this book.
That's the main thing that holds me back and gets me thinking every-time I write this and update it.
I mean at school one time a friend of mines was mad at me. When I got to class and asked another friend of mines why, what do you think she told me?
"....Is mad at you because your dating EJ and your technically cheating on him."
And to see that one of my friends actually believes this to be real and gets mad over THAT?
I would just sit there and gave the strangest look ever like, "Dude Uh, WHAT? Please repeat that, I think I miss understood that entire sentence."
I mean just because I'm going out with a REAL person.
Like Just Stop The MADNESS.
It's a book, not a real thing, People are lacking to see this!
And sure on Wattpad and Quotev and other sites like that there are many people with Creepypasta usernames. They are just role-players!
Just Role-players!
I have a few friends on wattpad who have these accounts and what are they?
ROLE. PLAYERS.
I mean really, come on now, it's just a book. Like seriously lots of people are believing it all as if it's real.
Like seriously it's just a book. And I'm going to say it again;
Creepy pasta's aren't real.
Ok?
They are made up fan fictions online, some people need to realize it.
Thats the point for my book too.
It's only meant to be for laughs, randomness, and just entertainment.
I mean honestly, people act like the pastas are really real but it all started with a stupid online contest for the scariest background picture and someone made up "Slenderman".
Then a whole bunch of people started making more proxies and stuff and now people think its all real.
It gets me mad at myself for even writing this story.
And Marble Hornets?
I don't even know, I don't even watch that.
I've seen a few episodes and from what I've seen it's like those ghost reality shows.
But most of those shows and youtube shows are just making it up for the money and for entertainment. It's like the show 'Ghost Hunters'. Ok I don't know if any of it is actually real, but don't you think that if Marble Hornets were to make all these 'paranormal' videos, wouldn't you think they would be dead or hurt in the hospital or something like that at some point in time by now?
I mean I'm not dissing anyone or Marble Hornets or anything like that.
I am not saying I don't believe in ghost's and stuff either, but you need to understand what I am saying.
So stop telling me and asking all those stupid questions, it gets me mad.
And I am sorry but it's the truth.
I'd like to believe in a way that pasta's are real but honestly, they aren't.
I'm not trying to get anyone to hate the pasta's or this book or me, but I needed to get this out.
And it was going to come out at some point.
You can send me hate comments or hate me all you want but that won't change the way I feel.
And Once again, I don't know, I'm not going to delete this story and I might keep writing it, but I can't write now. Just not until I blow off some steam.
Bye Mashins.
~M
