Delicate situation. The least expression you could use to describe the hole you threw yourself in.
-Haechan, why don't you and Y/n go grab an ice cream? I heard it's very delicious here. – Haechan's mom says as he pretends not to hear.
Of course it would be like that. Specially after what happened last time. Things were already awkward between you, and then he caught you red handed making out with his twin brother. As if the self-blaming wasn't enough, now his mom is playing cupid more than ever.
It was kinda your fault too since you accept her invitation to go to the amusement park with them on the weekend. Not because you totally wanted to, but because it would be too weird not to go after talking so much about that park (before everything happened). Now it's like a family meeting. His mom, his dad, you, Haechan, Hyuck and another random girl his mom insisted on inviting to be pair with Hyuck. It's like his mom thinks she has some kind of marriage blessing, but in reality she is totally bad at it. You couldn't blame her, though. She didn't know what had happened. In her head you and Haechan are still "knowing each other better", and she has no clue that you actually are thirsting over the other brother instead.
Sighing deeply, you decide to let it go. It will just take some hours, so, you can survive. Looking at the many attractions on that park, you think that maybe you can try something to take away these problems of your mind. The park is full of people since it's the main attraction day, and suddenly you are surprised by a huge group passing by the family, making it confusion for you to see the others. Looking around, you try to search for them before a hand held your wrist, pulling you between the free spaces of the attractions.
-Oh. I thought the ice cream stand was here somewhere. – The boy says in a confused tone, and you chuckle, biting your lips.
-I know it's you, Hyuck. – You say rolling your eyes and see the boy's expression coming back to his usual. A bold smirk on his lips and sharp gaze. The one that always makes you tremble of excitement.
-I can't trick you anymore, right? Was it because of the kiss I gave you that day? – He says with no hesitation.
He was always like that. In front of the others, he could fake everything, as if not had happened, but once he got you alone, even for a single second, he would whisper the dirtiest jokes in your ear and little touches before anyone could see. That's why you knew you couldn't be in the same space as him, or in the end you would be the one getting flustered.
Right now, in that small corridor, watching many people passing by, the loud music muffled by the walls, it's that perfect place for couples to do things they shouldn't be doing in an amusement park. Just the thought of it brought chills to your spine. It's been so long since your last kiss (that Haechan interrupted, by the way).
-Stop joking. – You said with a smile betraying your serious tone. – We have to come back. They might be finding it weird that we disappeared. – You turn around, ready to walk back by the place you came, but his hand holds your arm once again, pulling you back.
-Wait, wait... - He says with that begging voice he knows you love. – We don't need to come back now. Isn't here much more interesting? – He says intertwining his fingers with yours. – Just the two of us, no loud music, no one watching us... - You feel his other hand slowly resting on your waist. Sneakily pulling you closer, as if you couldn't notice.
-Uhm... maybe. – You say, and he chuckles.
You love this game you two play. Watching him running after you while you pretend you don't like it. A delicious game that is even better when you can't be caught, and that's why Hyuck is so dangerous.
-Come on. Stop playing around. You were looking at me the whole time. Just waiting for me to do this. - He says with a husky voice as his eyes look at you from above.
He was not wrong. Always when you get the chance to see him, there's the expectation to see what he will do next. It's something you can't control. Your eyes shift to him, staring at his lips, running by his body, making a smirk grow on his lips from being watched so shamelessly. And he loves it. He loves to see you down so bad practically begging him to give you the slightest moment of attention.
Your hand flies to his nape, burying your fingers through the strand of his hair, now longer than the last time you saw each other. Your back arches, gluing yourself to him in the most natural way. Your chin tilts up, showing off your lips already parted, just waiting for him. And he wastes no time. In a deep sigh, he seals your lips together, as if it could be the only thing to bring him some relief. Kissing you is like an addiction. A forbidden addiction he loves to taste.
He tries to contain himself, but it's impossible. Not with you pulling his hair, wanting more. Intoxicating him with your slow kisses with he pressed you against the wall. Your hand runs by his arm, passing by his shoulder and intertwining behind his neck while he holds firmly onto your hips.
You finally pull away, catching your breath with small kisses. Little pecks from your little swollen lips. He smiles, touching your forehead with his, leaving kisses on whatever part he sees in front of him. Your lips, your cheek, the point of your nose, stealing a cute giggle from you.
How many minutes have passed already? Maybe his mom had even realized the situation by now, which Hyuck would be grateful for. Even enjoying their little secret, he also found extremely annoying to see his mom trying to push you to his brother. It was the first time in his life he felt jealous of his twin. He could share anything with him, just like he has been done all his life, but not you. You are his. His only. And he won't share with anyone else.
Just this greedy thought made him pull you closer. You felt his grip becoming tighter around your hips as his face went down to your neck, sighing, smelling your essence like a flower, leaving warm kisses along, wet trails as his tongue ran by your skin, doing his best not to suck it or else he would have to explain the marks later.
-I want you... - He whispers heavily, making you sigh in his ear. Your hands hold onto his arms, slightly pushing him away.
-Hyuck... - You say with a warning tone, making the boy stop. You haven't taken the next step yet. Even if your desire was screaming loudly, you didn't feel ready yet, and Hyuck respected that when you talked about it.
-No... I didn't mean like that. - He says looking your eyes again, but now, his gaze seemed different. Deep and penetrating, but also calm, given, yearning. - I mean... I want you to be mine. And I want to be yours. Not only when it's just the two of us. I want everybody to know that you're the one I chose. And I want to be only one for you. Do you understand?
You get speechless for a moment. You had never seen Hyuck with that expression on his face. Firm, intense in a different way, honest, and even a little desperate. Hearing something like that from him is sounds crazy, and for a second you thought if he could be joking around, but his eyes kept staring at you, waiting for your answer.
-You mean... You want me to be your girlfriend? - You ask with a tremble voice, feeling your heart almost jumping out of your chest. Not so long ago, you were so afraid of starting a relationship with someone, especially after what happened to Haechan. However, thinking about Hyuck... Why do you feel like jumping in the darkness is not that scary anymore?
-We can start by that. - He says as you frown in slight confusion. He chuckles getting closer, giving you a quick wet kiss, only pulling away for an inch, whispering again in your lips. - I mean I want to make you mine forever. I wanna love you. Without having to hide it.
Oh, he looked so attractive while saying that. You felt your legs losing strength as you pulled him by the collar, nodding hypnotized before diving in his kiss again.
On the way back, it didn't need much explanation. You and Hyuck showing up holding hands was proof enough to his family that something was happening between you, even if his mother was shocked. At least, in the end, she was happy about it. She wanted you in the family. She just matched you with the wrong twin.
